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Good News, Bad News
Ok so I got some bad news, not once but twice. First, there was a death in the family. My cousin Reggie was killed in car accident. His funeral is tomorrow. He was one of my favorite uncle's son's. I didn't really get to know him which is too bad. We only met once.
Then I got a letter in the mail saying I wasn't accepted into the nursing program. ( Read more... ) -
School and The Rest
I finally decided what career I'm going into. Yes.....Excited....Just a little!! Well I'm going to be a Nurse. As close to a doctor as I'll ever get! So I went to take the diagnostic exam, I took it, did good (not as good as I thought ) anyway....Now I get to sit here waitin to find out if I made it into the program. Nerve racking, I hate waitin ( Read more... ) -
Just When
Damn, Damn Damn.........Jamon rang the doorbell today!!! I was shocked to say the least. He asked me to come by later!!! I gotta remember that I have a man!! Even though we have had our problems. Me and Jamon have spent the night together but we didn't do anything....I was tempted, believe me!! I don't know if I will go...I mean I know I SHOULDN'T ( Read more... ) -
Still
I started answering his phone calls. But it still hasn't changed anything I thought about. The outcome of our relationship is still unknown. I love him, I do. But we just aren't on the same page. I've got big dreams, goals, plans for the future. I hate to say it, admit it, or think about it but I DON'T think my love even thinks about the future. To ( Read more... ) -
Ignoring him
Well I've been ignoring his phone calls, almost all day. I just don't wanna talk to him right now. I'm not sure he's what I want. But damn am I wrong...He loves me more than anyone has!! Puts up with my mood swings, attitudes and all! I do love him more than I have anyone else. It's just that right now....He not doin the things a man should. I want ( Read more... ) -
Me, Myself and I
Things have gotten to be crazy lately. Me and Roman are done!!! Yeah, I'm surprised myself. I never thought I could walk away from love but I guess it was something that had to be done.
I didn't want to and couldn't be a mother to his son. Well not anymore. His child gets on my nerves and is bad as hell!!! Literally!! Hate to say it. See Roman and ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I'm just sitting here thinking about the past couple of months. Thinking about the decisions I've made. Wondering if my life is now finally going in the right direction. School is now just a couple months away.Finally, I'm really getting my life started. I'm goin to be a nurse. I have a plan. But what I can say is that an apartment of my own has ( Read more... ) -
LOVE
Valentine's almost here...
Tomorrow is Valentine's day!!! I'm not all that excited. I guess cause the past couple of weeks me and my baby have been up and down. Things have been different, He's changed, I've changed but somethin has to give!!! I love him with all my heart but I'm starting to think we are to different to be together. Is our love ( Read more... ) -
What's New
I guess I gotta fill yall in on what's been happinin'! I'm lookin for a new job. That's got me to stressed, I mean damn this is like the hardest state to find a job...lol...but its all good. I'm free now!! I'll try to write in here more often. So many things have been goin on ( Read more... ) -
Look Who's Back
Its been to long since I stopped by to say hello. I missed writing in here. SO SO SO much has happened I wouldn't even know where or how to begin....Ok first, I gained a little wieght. Not to much though, I guess you would say in all the right places. LOL, Me and Romeo are doin good!!! We have our little issues here and there but I can be happy to ( Read more... )