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Almost a ruined b-day
Let's see My birthday was two days ago. I was too excited and it was the best. Although somebody tried to fuck it up....Naw, not my boyfriend!!! My own family memeber. You know the one I was stayin wit Cherraye. Well when I went to her house to pick up my phone and birth certificate, damn that broad tried to jump on me and was callin me a hoe. Got ( Read more... ) -
Just thoughts
Ok so much has happened and I swear I'll never get to write it all down. I moved out of my cousin's house. So now I stay with my boyfriend/fiance's mother. I really like his family. I don't regret moving for one second. In fact I wish she would have told me I had a week to leave sooner. I'm so happy now, I mean I haven't been this happy in a long ( Read more... ) -
Loving Again, Happy Again
I've fallen in love again!! I never thought I lov someone this much after Will. I met Roman when I first got back to Mississippi! That friday night at the football game. He looked so good. Let me tell you. I thought somebody that cute would never talk to me, little ol me. But sure enough he told my cousin Co Co to ask me what's up. And ever since ( Read more... ) -
Miss Me Miss Me now You gotta Kiss Me
Wow, Damn its been a LONG time!!!
Well well well, look who's back!! Did you miss me? L.O.L, I haven't been able to write, one because when I left Michigan I didn't have internet and when I got here the computer at my cousin's house is slow and I didn't feel like foolin' with it! But today I'm at the good old trusty library. Man, so much shit has ( Read more... ) -
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Ok, I went to my appointment. I didn't find out anything conclusive. I gotta wait a couple weeks for the results. I had my first pap smear. And it was kinda painful. I'm on some new birth control. Hopefully it won't make me sick or anything. My ovaries were really sore and somewhat larger than they should have been. And she also said somethin about ( Read more... ) -
AAAAHHHH...The Gynocologist
Today's the big day. I got that oh so dreaded appointment with the gynocologist. I was just kiddin, I don't mind goin to the gyno. Its just I'm ready to find out fa sure what's wrong with me! My appointment is at 2:00. Well 2:30 but you know they want you to be there early to fill out all this damned paperwork. I'm goin to a new gyno today. ( Read more... ) -
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In my life there has been pain and some happiness. I wear my heart on my sleeve. The pain has to be visible. Does anybody see it?? Do you see it when you look into my eyes? Do you see the tears being held back by the strength I acquired along way? I've made my share of mistakes. I've even made up for at least tried to. I would be lying if I said I ( Read more... ) -
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So today is going alot better than yesterday. Which makes me feel a great relief. Anyway, I've made my mind up as to what I wanna do. Nursing or Psychology. I know where I'm going. Where to go to get a job. This feels good. Now the biggest task is gettin out of michigan!!! I love this state but I can't say I'm not happy to see it go. Yes, the ( Read more... ) -
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Oh, my god, I think I'm having a nervous breakdown. Not to mention a panic attack. My chest is tight, I feel nauseated. Everything is goin crazy. I just wanna run away from everybody. Just leave and never look back. To be honest with myself, I've been out of school for over a year and have nothin to show for it. No money, No job, No car all my own ( Read more... ) -
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I thought about makin this a private entry but then I thought, this is my journal and I'll put whatever I want in it. So here goes. I've been through so much these past ten months and at the end of the year I'll share it all. However, I just got done readin all about the relationship I had with Will. It all came rushing back, ever emotion I had and ( Read more... )