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because i've been facebooking
i haven't been to livejournal in ages because i've been busy facebooking... are you on there? what's your name - i'd love to add you! -
gibberish
I always come up with the exact wrong time to want to write - because right now i am utterly exhausted and can't fathom having a real journal entry. Maybe when I wake up... and have some hazlenut coffee. yes. -
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Yep.. no words yet. Figures. -
just another boring ramble
i wish i could say what i felt right now but i don't know how to convey it into words - so i'm just going to go watch some movies instead... mindless entertainment. eventually it will come out ( Read more... ) -
scary monster
today i tackle the fridge.................
still thinking about deleting this journal.. i'm so indecisive. *shrugs* -
fail
you think i'd be mad at you for your vendictive ways of trying to hurt me - but i'm not - more than anything i find it sorry. i'm sorry you have to resort to ways of trying to hurt me in any small way you can. it's sad really. but you know what, i'm okay. i'm really okay. and i'm happy. i can still take care of the business that i need to take care ( Read more... ) -
don't know
so.. i may or may not keep this journal.. i need to stop trailing off and just use what i have.. it's like i have this compulsion to start something new at different intervals of my life... i swear i have about a dozen journals used for different things. some of them have no friends added what so ever. it's just there for me to get things out.. it ( Read more... ) -
I really wish I could breathe
Someone used to tell me "Tomorrow will be different"... that I'll get over whatever is getting me for the day and that when I wake up - it's all new and I can have another chance. Everything seems so detrimental and I KNOW it's not. I'm much too serious for my own good. I really have to let up and be willing to laugh with others, at myself and at ( Read more... ) -
random thoughts
wow - my friends say the most shocking profound things that i would have never thought they thought - here's to me not knowing exactly what that was like. i'm sure there are moments in which no one else knows but myself. we never truly speak everything we think or do. anyhow... my heart hurts (litterally) i question if it's because it also hurts ( Read more... )