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what would you call love?
so i just saw an icon that you would absolutely adore and that would make you glee - but alas - before i could send it to you i had to remember that you're not there anymore.
is that when you know you've loved someone - that you see something while shopping and you think about getting it for that person, or you hear a song and think that they ( Read more... ) -
early
Even after reading earlier posts from other journals - NOTHING has changed! How I thought I had made such progress - NOTHING exists.. I still feel the same way, hate the same way, love the same way. Why has this not changed? Thoughts from 2005 are just as disturbing as thoughts of 2009. Or earlier. What the hell have I REALLY learned? ANYTHING ( Read more... ) -
cry - kelly clarkson
my sister recently made a post about another kelly clarkson song and then i listened to this and really related... so i'll post it
If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk
Whenever I see you,
I'll swallow my pride
and bite my tongue
Pretend I'm okay with it all
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self injury
some days i'm a real girl. i sit like a girl, i talk like a girl, i walk like a girl. i smile and say all the things you want to hear me say. i laugh at all your jokes. i'm the perfect girl.
only that
i'm not
i want to make a real difference in this world - i want to be an example of what not to become - i want to see someone live free, to love free, ( Read more... ) -
pain
The thought of pain intrigues me. Each persons pain is personal. It's different than another persons pain - even being an empath you can never truly understand what that other person feels and what their particular situation is. My thought is - we're all in some sort of pain. "Life is pain princess, anyone who tells you otherwise is selling ( Read more... ) -
don't worry about the small stuff (it's all small stuff)
"all i am is who i am ( Read more... ) -
so won't you kill me so i'll die happy
wow - i so didn't realize that i had written what i did on the 5th. i don't regret it but i put it on private. it's weird how being drunk brings out honesty in people - or in some peoples cases (not mine) how they'll think things like "i love you man" in their best slurred words - and then be like wtf the next day ( Read more... ) -
better days
things are really great right now - i couldn't be happier
now i just got to get some things on the ball - figure some stuff out and exercise it
there's a lot going on right now - i'm just having to juggle
hmmm -
experience comes in all forms
everything you've done
i did first
except that
you've walked in my footsteps
but i'm not jealous
i'm quite frankly done
just sick of rehashing it in my mind
now this should be the end
...he calls me "wifey"
it makes me smile
but i am afraid
i am afraid of soo much
not of us
but the future
pain i thought would hurt feels so good
masochist, i am. i linger for ( Read more... ) -
i wish
... i wish you were as noble as you think you are
... i wish you werent a child about everything
... i wish you were fucking happy with yourself and would stop trying to demolish me
... i wish you had standards and didn't fuck everything with two legs
... i wish i could breathe and really feel the oxygen filling up my lungs