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GECKO HOUSE BIRTHDAY BASH~
Tonight! -
fishy fishy
still doing fairly well - i'm having massive pain in my back right now but i hope to fix that soon. saturday is our huge bday party - i'm looking forward to it and not at the same time.
raven and i are doing excellent! things are going swimingly... la la la -
birthday
my birthday was nice - there's a party saturday that i'm looking forward and not looking forward to. i love brownie ala modes. i love soda. and i love playing apples to apples - it's a fun game! i also like it when people are nice to me - that makes me feel good in my heart. -
Fleeting
Maybe I'm jaded. It's quite possible that this is what it is - but it concerns me the alarming rate that we are willing to destruct others with our words, thoughts, and actions - instead of saying nice things, think positive, or do something nice.
Sometimes all we need is a smile or possibly a wave. -
It's not that you were nothing... it's just...
He is what you were supposed to be. -
importance and update
yesterday/today was important for reasons i cannot disclose - i just wanted to make note of them in my journal so that i don't ever forget. i have it in my hand written journal as well ( Read more... ) -
addicted to pain
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happiness
things are going as they should... i'm a happy kharma -
anniversary
today is raven's and my one month anniversary.. i know it might not seem like much but for me it is.. and i haven't tried to demolish what we have. i've laid down all of the horrible things i've done and he doesn't care about my past.. he's interested in the now and the future. he makes me a different person than i've been.. for the better. he's ( Read more... ) -
savior and loose thoughts
my savior is also my destroyer and now i realize that he never saved me from anything and especially not myself. i'm working on not holding any grudges - it's harder to let go than you think but it's necessary and wonderful at the same time. i'm finally ready and i think this is going to be the best decision i've ever made ( Read more... )