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guilty
I was thinking... Is it right to be from the stars but never look up at them to say hello ( Read more... ) -
Happy Birthday Maya
Happy Birthday to my dear sister. *hugs and love from greensboro* -
irritation and music
i am irritated but happy and actually doing pretty damn well. today has been a good day thus far... it was soo incredibly beautiful outside.. good for driving a car listening to good music... or hell.. maybe even a walk in a little bit? dunno... i'll get over being irritated. i just dislike things sometimes.. i'm being vague ( Read more... ) -
omfg awesome!
I am fucking stoked! I have managed 2 months of not over drafting my account. I have managed to pay all of my bills that are on my bill sheet. Only thing that sucks is that I've got to stock up like mad on food cause I have nothing. It's all good though. I also have essentials that I have to buy :( so that's gonna suck up most of my cash. On a good ( Read more... ) -
appologies and on
Michael apologized for saying and doing the things he said and did and told Raven that he hopes the two of us will be happy together. *Jaw Drop* Did NOT see that coming. Apparently he's happy now and I'm grateful for that. That's all I want for anyone who has been in my life is that they keep going and find their inner happiness. I wish no one ill ( Read more... ) -
serious topics
I'm reading The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle - The first day I read over half the book. I don't think that I've absorbed any of it's knowledge other than we live by our egoic mind. The part I'm reading right now is very near the end and it talks about surrender. The part that's especially interesting to me is that it talks about arguments and how ( Read more... ) -
better
I'm feeling much better today than last night. Hope it lasts. I forgot my phone at home but I'm pretty sure no one has called anyhow - which is fine. I want to finish this book I'm reading so I can keep reading more. I may or may not write later. I really have nothing to say right now. Hope you are well. -
just a post to pass away the time
I'm feeling a moment of weakness. I'm thinking of things and people I shouldn't be. It's a waste of time and space to be in my head where I'm at. "Give me life, Give me pain, Give me myself again." God I want to cry - please help me cry. please help me - I need a release. I want to cut so bad but I can't because of Raven. I cut little pieces of ( Read more... ) -
9 crimes damien rice
Leave me out with the waste ( Read more... ) -
Question or Ramble
Was talking with Jenny and we were talking about people and availability and what not... basically - how can we KNOW when a person needs us or needs to talk to us if they don't tell us that they need that? Sometimes I think we all think that the other person should just "know" when we need them but we don't. Does that make us any less responsible ( Read more... )