i got a kitten...
his name is toby...
well as of now...
if you have any better suggestions for a kitty name let me know...
and come play with him cuz he will love you. and you will love him.

leaving tomorrow!!!
yay mardi gras!

so... my house caught on fire this wknd. my family can't live there for 3 -4 months. my sister lost everything. even her wedding dress. i feel so bad about it and i can't really do anything.
i think the majority of my stuff is gone too.
oh well
mardi gras in 3 days!!!

i did it again.

i hate i when i do things that i say i don't want to do anymore. its frustrating and makes me feel like a complete hypocrite. oh well. it happened. not to say it won't again so just get used to it or do something to change it.

Mardi Gras in 8 days!

i hate people.

i hate feeling unsettled....
it makes me feel really confused.
and uneasy about everything.
i don't really like it much.

i don't want to go to ACTF...
but i have to...
i wish that distance wasn't a barrier in life, but being in a different state then the one that we originated from always makes that impossible. but it would be a lot easier to be a happy person if it wasn't the issue.
i wish i could just stay in bed all day, but no i got shit to do...
here we go.

i got a new computer!!! yay!!!
no if only i could make myself work on the stuff i need to work on.
i want french toast...
to the store to buy eggs and then make breakfast and then i'll work on ACTF.

sometimes i just want to through in the towel and just walk away. like today. i am so over people thinking that im not as dedicated as i am. i just feel like giving up. which isn't me. at all. i don't know what to do ( Read more... )