sometimes you have to sit back and ask yourself... Am i pushing people away? Or is it that i just don't have as much in common with those people as i thought i did? why is it that i feel so lonely and so disconnected from everything. and on the same note why do i make everything about being the best. why can't i just settle for doing my job the ( Read more... )

car accidents suck.
cars get broke.
injuries hurt.
these things dont fix easily or quickly.

sometimes i wish i could be that anti-social kid who goes to sleep at ten.
it would make me a lot more rested.

i like it when other people make bad life decisions so i can laugh at them. but it sucks when its you.

i wish i was better at my job.

do you ever wonder if what you decide to do is worth it? i do alot lately ( Read more... )

busy.
that about sums it up.

so i just remembered how there is nothing to do in evansville. school start soon so i can have homework. (how lame am i?)

getting courage to tell people the truth is hard. i wish it wasn't...
Recruitment stuff starts tomorrow, both excited and not.
i wish i was brave.
gonna be crafty making my todo list. i guess it makes me feel better.

i like my new apartment. you should probably come see it. yea. i also really like wine and the purple ring it leaves on my lips. oh college.

oh me... oh my... oh elvis ( Read more... )