i have recently decided that one is only as pathetic as they allow themselves to be.
summer is almost over... but not close at all.

i don't want to grow up...
but im tired of being a kid.

i hate this town.
i am such a loser here.
it is pathetic...
just like me.

i miss my italy friends.
i miss my indiana friends.
i miss my vegas friends.
i miss friends.
enough said.

danielle is now engaged.

sometimes i wish i was gifted with the ability to say things that made the situation not awkward... but instead i have an amazing gift of making any situation i touch more awkward than humanly possible.

why do job applications exist. to publicly humilate you via paper. it isn't nice what they do. no i don't have many things that would make me a great assit to your team i just need a job because i spent all my money overseas. i wonder if they would hire me if i put that down.

oh me. i need a job like a month ago.

so i just read through my myspace blog and i was a messed up little kid. still am, but i used to be so miserable. oh life...
well i can't wait to get started on summer. if only i could stay up past 7 and not wake up at 5 am. jetlag sucks.

parents here.
all packed.
home in 9 days.
done with school.
it is all happening at once.
AGHH.

my brain is no longer growing sad day. i am over school and don't want to work on any work that i need to do. i have a final in an hour and well i don't care. i should probably look over everything again. i am craving applebees. and taco bell. the rents come in 9 days. i can't wait... well time to study. have to finish the ten page paper tonight. ( Read more... )