Thing is, people are so used to me being happy-go-lucky (even *I* am!). I don't believe it's possible to be optimistic and cheerful *all* the time, but I think that when I'm not, my friends are never sure how to deal with that. And then I feel guilty for being moochy etc without having any real impetus behind it, because it's not as if I can even
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