This morning I deleted a bunch of numbers from my cel phone; folks I don't think I'll ever talk to again. Along those same lines, I went through my flist...No offense to anyone, but I decided it was time to do a little flist clearance as well. So if I dropped you, you prob'ly haven't posted in a while, made a comment, or know me personally. My ( Read more... )

After a couple of days of crying jags, unfairly blaming R for MY failings, and just general irrational thinking, I've decided I need to join a cancer support group of some sort before I'm well I'm way to destroying my relationship ( Read more... )

It's been a rough couple of days; I've been deprssed and having semi-uncontrollable crying jags. It's been very stressful on R ( Read more... )

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...promise that you'll wait for me, hold me like you'll never let me go ( Read more... )

Mom & I met with my onc on Thurs, who obviously had NOT read my chart AGAIN for my appt ("how many Faslodex shots have you had? Go ahead & stop the steroid completely- even though I'd only been down to a half a pill for a week.),*sigh* At least he said go back up to a half a pill if you get brain swelling symptoms ( Read more... )

I don't care what you think of his politics, this is a movie every one of should see ( Read more... )

Wow, they weren't kidding about how coming off the steroid would make me tired. Although I woke up at 5am & ate some soup, I went back to bed & slept until 8:30am. I was also running a 102 degree fever this morning, but felt fine & actually a little cold (not chills, just "no hair" chilly. Took 2 Tylenol & it came down to 100.2 degrees ( Read more... )

So in keeping with this theme of getting rid of clutter in my life & letting go of things, I recently listened to a playlist from my iPod callled "Lovers & Obesessions" for the last time,, and then deleted it. The title should be all the explanation you need about what kind of songs I had on there. Music going back to highschool, right up to the ( Read more... )

So mom, sis & I met with 2 radiation oncs this morning to discuss if there were any other options for improving my eyesite, and how Kaiser's options compared to other local state-of-the-art facilities like UCLA, City of Hope & Cedars-Sinai.
( pros & cons )