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what it is. Start of ch. 4
Im not sure exactly when I realized this emotion for what it really is, when I noticed the subtle sounds of a heart breaking or when I felt the painful splinters pierce an already mangled soul. Maybe it was the day I woke up from a dream so beautiful, a dream where you laid next to me and I pressed my nose into your neck, inhaling the scent of you ( Read more... ) -
This magic moment.
So, this song happens to be playing currently and yet somehow it fits. The last two weeks have been unexpectedly blissful. Work has been enjoyable again and its been months since I could say that. Its more then that though. Im just happier overall; at peace with myself for once. No doubts, no second guessing myself. Ive found so many things in ( Read more... ) -
Happy effing Christmas
So, Im not sure if I've ever mentioned it before but I HATE Christmas. The entirety of it. The lights, the decorations, the festive holiday songs. Quite frankly, they can all go eff themselves. Its all false, all contrived. Once upon a time it was a time of merriment and joy but that was back before I knew better. Back when winter still held ( Read more... ) -
"she never mentions the word addiction..."
So, maybe the song doesn't suit my mood but still, there is something comforting in it ( Read more... ) -
present update:
Okay, so I got daddy's present already. Its been activated and everything, plus I've already given it to him so thats one less worry for the upcoming holiday season ( Read more... ) -
The circle doesnt fit in the triangle.
This seems to the familiar phrase of the week but it honestly does explain the twist my thoughts are taking this past week. I was trying tonight to explain to Ang whats on my mind but its hard to make anyone understand why the linear lines won't match up. Why something so simple isn't simple at all ( Read more... ) -
Ramblings
Why is it that I always seem to write because Im feeling emotional. Whether crying or giddy, its only in times of duress that I seek the comfort of my own thoughts. Not that they'll be of much comfort to me tonight. No matter how good things are, there is an inevitable lull. Bad feelings ebb ever closer and hearing him talk about his ( Read more... )
