You know, if we had more uplifting comments in this world, we would live in such a happier place. If true sincerity flowed more freely from people, if we could open our hearts to others more often, if we could simply express the love we hold for others and show that we care just a little more each day, imagine the blissful outcome that would follow ( Read more... )

It's 11:11, and here's my wish;

I wish to find you, Lord. I wish this "spiritual desert" I'm traveling, no, wandering through would end. I try to keep moving forward, opening my head and heart to all the possibilities. All the wonder. All the love. But repeatedly I’m found on the ground full of headache and heartache. If I don’t feel anything, and ( Read more... )

The last couple weeks i have been harboring this crazy hatred and frustration in everything i do. Snapping at my friends, gossiping to fill myself with false confidence, shutting people who care out... its not exactly how i enjoy living. Genuine smiles from me have been limited for quite some time now ( Read more... )

My mom was adopted when she an infant from Canada, then brought here by my grandparents shortly after. My mom has been thinking about trying to contact her biological family for quite some time now, but has been to afraid to actually follow through with it ( Read more... )

i had a dream the other night...
and its significance is so obvious, yet so unclear to me.
clarify if you can;

I found myself atop a grassy hill, vibrant in color and inviting to the soul. Peaceful butterflies flew from fruited orchards as they glided their way through the wind’s warm and sweet current. The endless sky held and sun of golden that ( Read more... )

112.97   dollars in returned Christmas presents.
55.96     dollars in can deposits (so far...).
135.26  dollars in school fundraisers.
75.00     dollars in raked lawns/babysitting.
900.00  dollars from my parent's pockets.

to come to a grand total of  $1,279.19

and only $564.81 more to pay for the rest of the trip!!
Due by the end of the month...

lets just ( Read more... )

P.S; i screwed up.
Back to zero and counting.
And just when i thought things were going good too.

anyone wanna help me pick a couple dozen stickers off my wall?

day 3 without a myspace... and i kind of wanna make another one.

addict, much?

haha,
i think so :D

New years has come and gone and it’s funny to see how much can change over the course of a year. Looking back on it, I’ve grown so much as a person, as well as the people around me. A year ago today, I probably would have written this stating all the things I wanted to change about myself with ridiculous, not realistic claims. New Year’s ( Read more... )