good lord my neck hurts

I went up to Traverse City with Joshua and Ashley yesterday morning to go see Two Stars Burning Sun's 3rd/last reunion show. Took us a few hours to get there...but I enjoy car rides. Umm...hung out, listened to the bands that played...If He Dies He Dies was pretty good...I guess they changed Alot though (2 of the dudes look ( Read more... )

( look what josh porter did to my poor unsuspecting pinky for no reason...no reason at all!!!! )

So I finally managed to take advantage of a rare (but golden) mood, and that rocks ( Read more... )

It's kind of like waking up, and hating where you are in life. Like...wanting to erase certain aspects and people in your life, and maybe moving on completely without any notice or planning. I mean I have those people that truly love me and would rather endure pain that cause me any. I wish I had always striven for that sort of relationship between ( Read more... )

I would have been much much much more angry (hurt) had I known that...

anyway...

My thumb is raw from playing too much Fight Night round 2.

and...I don't feel like saying anything else cuz when I write in here I tend to think more, which means more negative thoughts flood to me...

You see I do's what I choose on shiny twenty-two's ( Read more... )

Good lord, I clicked on a community link thing that someone posted in another's journal and I was looking through posts and God damn, what is wrong with these people?? They're so mean and ignorant and I don't even get what the point is. Sometimes I forget how many lame people are out there, it reminds me of AOL chat rooms...just dumb, dumb, dumb ( Read more... )

So, what...nobody wants a CD of my band???

then fuck all of y'allz bitchez.

ummmm
I'm supposedly leaving sometime tomorrow, but I wont know for sure or when until like...4am.

Anyway...ummm I'm gonna start packing now.

I HATE MY LIFE ( Read more... )

I just came up with a song on guitar...and tabbed out most of it and everything. It may or may not stay exactly the way I "tabbed" it (when alex plays it), and may even sound bad the way I did,and May have hard transitions to make...but nevertheless, someone who can't play guitar at all...wrote something. woo

gah, I'm realizing how much work this is all going to be. We really need to get our shit together...and I need a level of commitment from my bandmates on this...cuz I have all the ambition in the world when it comes to getting this done right. We don't have much time...

I can't sleep anymore...so many thoughts run through my head...just too many