ohhh this boy makes me happier then ever!

this boy makes me wild.
nicest thing ever.
im afraid its too good to be true.
idk

im not good with relationships in my life:friends family boyfriends
sucks.
i hate school and many almost everyone bothers me there
i think i grew up to fast
not regreting it.
not proud of it.

right now things are alright.
i dont have any enemies or anger on my mind.
i have a boi that i adore
my mom and I are slowly getting closer
and i could care less about what i look like or whose lookin!

i think i finally found a good guy.
i have never been treated so good
and i have not been this happy for a while.
:]

i cant believe i fell in love.
he diddn't treat me how i should be treated
but he is gone now
like almost everyone else

i get angry during holiday seasons.
i get upset thinking about the family i dont have
the only family i have is my mom. god bless her.
just like previous years, christmas will just be another day.

thank you too the person who put stems in my back seat ash tray
you fucked me over
real bad

sometimes i feel really lonely. but i love the people in my life.
my social life completes me.

this summer was great ( Read more... )

summerfest 2008
thursday-gnarls barkley
friday-think floyd
saturday-front row blondie
monday-matisyahu
tuesday-yonder mountain, keller williams
thursday-the wailers
saturday-front row steel pulse
sunday-front row 311

every day brought so much fun. though i am broke now, it was worth it.

i wish i still had my camera. i miss taking pictures.