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i am alone.
i feel alone even when i am with people.

my theripist is gone.
the only person that knew me

i dont have anyone to open up too.

i am tired of being strong. but i have to be. and i know that.

there is a scream behind my smile.

i try hard.

all i want to do is love life, but its deffeninly not easy.

i am alone.

its not a choice
i have to be strong

a black woman called me sexy today.
randomly.
it made me feel good
cause im not.

im very lost and alone in life right now.
it sucks.

im sick of people
im sick of being treated like shit
so what if i am finnally thinking about myself

there is so much to say
but nothing i can.

life is what you make it.

i love the people in my life
and i love how i can controll my decisions
and the way i can handel anysituation my own way

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i wish i were to have become friends with bobby first
i like him
i just wish i could be not so tense/nervous
that could be the butterflys

haha
yeahuh

i met a guy
and i like him

its a cool feeling
cause i havnt liked anyone for a while

i am scared
but this may be a good thing