Its 6am and ive been awake for about an hour. I am not a morning person. But for some reason its been a little easier to get up early, more so then i thought. Running off 4-7 hrs of sleep every week day. It is exhausting but I think it has a little some thing to do with not being depressed. Doctors would say its my medication, but seeing as ive ( Read more... )

I'm trying not to smoke a cigarette. I'm back to being broke for a little bit. Hopefully I get a job sooner then not. It's hard not having money especially since i had some coming in consistantly for 2 years. I can get over it, I've been in worse situations. I haven't written on here in a long time! I've been very busy. It seems i hardly have the ( Read more... )

my journal on here.. I thought i was getting a car.. ha..

Why don't i write any more? I know I have so much to say, but when ever i sit down to actually do it.. I get about 2 sentences out. I think i just need to sit down one night and write all night.. That probably wont even be enough Time to get out everything I've bottled up the last year or so.

Working 2 fulltime jobs. Yay im finally going to be able to get a car, hopefully by the end of this month =]. And we're getting a house in october, hopefully. Anyways. Yea im working at a coffee stand and still a nanny. I'm pretty stoked, growing up may be hard, but its worth it to really GROW UP. Not just age wise.

Anyways, thats all Byebye.

Was i doing?

by the end of the month, or early next month.. yes my OWN car. HA!

All of you who want to be my friend, be my friend ( Read more... )

Has felt so full this morning. Not only hours ago did I write in here. I wanted to do a test for my self, subconciously. I was still a little hostel and uptight, unsure.. You could say, when i was writing earlyer today ( Read more... )

Do you ever get those feelings of.. discomfort that arn't unbearable, But ones that make you feel as if you arn't doing something right. Even if you've been changing so much, and doing so much different then before. It's sort of like I can't find it yet, what ever it may be. But i know its there. Perhapes i don't because I am looking for it. ( Read more... )