it seems this is the place i go when trying to ge tmy head on straight.  again.

i totally lied to my therapist last week.  i don't think relationships are the more important thing.  they're nice, but they're only necessary if you're not okay with yourself.  which i am.  i always have been.  i just needed to remind myself of that.

i somehow thought 23 would suck less than this.  WRONG, as usual ( Read more... )

i get that your 20's are supposed to be about questionable drunken decisions.  but last night was NOT COOL.

i'm a cheap and emo evil girl.

there are 1001 reasons why this shouldn't (can't! can't!) happen, and yet the one i care most about is the fact that it could never live up to my (many) fantasies.

could it?

i forgot it's okay to be emo.  there's no law that i must have all the answers at the ripe old age of...22.

eating my feelings.  AGGRESSIVELY.

i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here.  can it be fixed now?

i am just so very, very done with people.  i am so very, very over trying to be friends with people that i do not like ( Read more... )

just don't start a conversation with me if you have nothing relevant to say.  you know?

so i'm sitting here catching up on my internet tv and drinking wine with my cat.  i am drinking, not the cat.  don't worry.  but i am still a cliche at least ten years too early ( Read more... )

or, a girl's guide to recovering from the mildly poor but still emotionally distressing decisions she made during a drunken weekend in vegas ( Read more... )