be careful what you wish for.  you just might get it ( Read more... )

i've never had a problem with leaving.  ever since my parents forcibly dragged me away from the only home i'd ever known at the age of 11, i never really had any issues with seeing an opportunity and taking it, to hell with whoever i might be leaving behind.  as life catches up to me, this is coming back to bite me in the ass ( Read more... )

i just went on a trip in part because i was convinced to by actual friends, and in part because i thought it might help me make some new ones.  the first reason was kind of legit, the second did not really work out.  sure, i have some new names to add to my facebook roster, but real connections with actual humans? nope ( Read more... )

are all friendships just friendships of convenience? and if so, what proportion of them are meant/destined to end the moment you no longer live 2 minutes down the hall from each other?

please no one answer that.  it will depress me too much.

am i wasting my 20's sitting on my couch watching SATC and eating cupcakes with my cat?

I HAVE BECOME A CLICHE 20 YEARS TOO EARLY.

and if this is what i'm going to do in my spare time, why am i not living somewhere where the rent is less?

i'm tired of being the invisible girl.  i'm tired of going out to bars with friends and somehow always ending up being the one in the corner who's not really talking to anyone.  granted, a lot of the time this is partially by choice as no one's worth talking to and my single girlfriends are trying to meet dudes, whereas i am not.  it is perhaps a ( Read more... )

he's just not that into you was simultaneously so much better and so much worse than i expected.  better in that it was, at many points, actually quite funny.  worse in that it was, at many points, so painfully awkward that it made me want to spay myself so that i'd never have a reason to deal with men again.  and currently, i am unable to sleep ( Read more... )

is it possible i don't write here so much anymore because i'm actually happy?
no, right? it's just because i'm afraid ze boy would catch me.
right?

why did i yet again go out when i didn't really want to? i really would have much rather stayed home and made brownies while watching 30 rock than doing what i did, which was going out and being 'social' in the name of 'fun' with 'friends ( Read more... )

funny that i haven't written in this since the last time the bf was out of town ( Read more... )