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A very different kind of dream
Okay, so last night in the two hours of sleep that I got, I had very erotic sex dream. One would think that it's great to have those kind. Aside from waking up with a major boner and not having the time to take care of it, it was with a guy. Not just any guy, someone that I have know for sometime. We don't talk much anymore but we worked ( Read more... ) -
in pain
I wish that I could call someone right now. It's too late to do that. I'm thinking about going for help more and more everyday. The rage and pain inside of me is overwhelming. I keep telling myself that it will get better once I get a place of my own, when all lf this is said and done, but my thoughts are almost obsessive. I try and try to keep ( Read more... ) -
another sleepless night
It's another sleepless night here in Jessville. I should be doing something much more constructive at four in the morning like, studying or maybe even sleeping, but I'm useless at both right now. This was totally the wrong quarter to go to school. I'm just hanging on to hope by a thread that I will be able to pass both classes ( Read more... ) -
Stuff
Okay, so the truck is in the shop. Ugly electrical stuff. Melted jumper cables just to give an idea. So with this new development, it will take me even longer to get out of my situation. As most know just when you start to get some $$ saved up something happens and your in the shitter again ( Read more... ) -
Moving on is hard to do
It has been ages since I last wrote in this journal. It seems to be the place where I go when things are not the greatest ( Read more... ) -
LONGGGGG Summer
I did'nt realize how long it had been since updating last ( Read more... ) -
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I went home this week-end and found out that my brother is dying. Six months to a year. Maybe. Renal failure due to alcoholism. He has very little ability to eat. He is almost six feet tall and weighs about 125-130. He can't remeber much of anything anymore. No dialysis because he is an alcoholic. He is 33 years old ( Read more... )
