ugh...
i feel like punching something
things are not goin good.
I woke up in a good mood
& then bam
bad mood
& I really just wanna sleep til sunday
fuck...
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I took out my left lip piercing
it just wasnt healing right.
sigh.

well a few things,
i still have money owed to me
& i didnt make much at my last show.
ugh
back  to square one.
imma start really applying places.
& i been helpin my mom look for
a new house for us.
& as soon as i get a job
imma pput 1/3 of it away
so i can move out.
hopefully by next summer.
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I got my snake bites now =]
i was more nervous
about the second one
then the first
weird right?

so im kinda in pain right now
but ill be ok.
didnt tell my dad i was gonna do it
oh well...

cleanin my room
BIG TIME.
& tryin to drink alot of water
to keep myself hydrated.

dang next week will be four months w/ alex.
time is moving at a weird pace nowa days..
hmmm

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so basically i have a plan
im callin it my "5 year plan"
haha lame?
oh welll

im planning to accomplish some
major things in the next
"5 years"
haha

basically
get my GED
get an actual paying job
get a bank account
deposit  1/3 my check each check
start looking for a building to lease.
get my business license
& lease a building.
sounds good hmm?
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soo
yesterday was the big show
i got to the station around 4ish.
met up w/ vic & sarah
[ben came with me].
& we chatted it up.
started setting up
and then vanessa & vicky came.
we waiteed...& waited
for the bands
they were all suposed to be there at 4
with doors oopening at 5:30
ughhh
[insert  stress here]

then it got to be 5:20 & finally
this canvas showed up
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Finally it feels like
there is no more warzone
hmm...
lets hope.

anyways.
no more worry
about one thing.
but still
my shows tonight
& im stressin
but im sure ill make bank =]

happy happy
<3

very very worried about one thing
& very....hopeful about another.
soo much stress lately
bnut alot of good times too

lets hope im right about one thing
& wrong about the other
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sucks how things happen sometimes..
sara & sean broke up =/
but it was her choice
& he had done nothin wrong.
& her reasons were understandable
school is very important.
im just glad they are gonna stay friends.
but they had alot of fun together while it lasted
& i know they are both glad they did it.
& if it wasnt for skool..
i know it would have worked =]
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yess
things are pickin up
i got a photoshoot on the 20th
[possibly]
& im talkin to two other photographers 
about other ones.
also im starting to work on
putting together a local band cd
with about 13 bands
& some art done by local artists.
that should be done by spring of 08

hella exciting things!.
hopefully the GED in sept
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so my bbq went pretty well
no drama =]
lots of good music & food
& friends of course.
only 2-3 ppl that i wanted to come
didnt.
oh well.

soo i checked the modeling sites im registered to
& i got a few emails
yay
i got a possible photoshoot on the 20th =]
im hella excited.

anddd
my show is friday 
[deep breath]
lets get this show on the road =]
<3