well today is my bbq
& im hopin it all turns out good.
im pretty excited.

next week is my show too
gahh im excited
& nervous
& stressed.

hmmm..
well i guess 
i should get ready...
no clue whats goin on tonight
but i guess we'll see
<3

so it seems
im doin fine =]

i went shopping today
& got new clothes
hella happy with em.

not seein alex til friday =/
but its ok
im havin ppl over fri night
drinkin i guess
dunno if i will tho.
my bbq is saturday
& hopefully mini golfing sat night.

ugh i have a headache.
the next two weekends
are gonna be slightly
stressful
but im prepared for it =]

mmmmm
bring it ( Read more... )

lets see..
camping was fun.
aside from gettin dirty looks from ppl
& having our tent be a disaster lol
but it was hella fun.
swimming,gettin sunburnt
spending rime w/ family & friends
& staying 4 full days w/ alex.
*sigh*

after we got home
it was time to
get into party mode.
so nick,sean & sara came over
then my cuz came by later
& of course alex was here.

we ( Read more... )

Im serious
stop commenting me
stop talking about me
I dont wanna hear your bitching about
how I wasnt a good friend.
I dont care

& yes I will do good things
im taking my ged next month
& newsflash
I CANT GET MY LiCENSE
yea
if you were a good friend
& listened
you would know that
im legally blind
meaning no driving
yea..
anyyways
i dont care anymore
just...
fuck off & ( Read more... )

Basically I have been having alot of things come up these past few weeks.Alot of it is..bull shit drama, that should have ended with high school.Ill admit, I do my share of feeding into things.But sometimes enough is enough.

So ive decided to take a step back & look at the situations im dealing with.And I asked myself: "are any of these people worth ( Read more... )

thanks LIZ
for the ANONYMOUS hate mail
i loved it
every word =]
it definatly gave me something to laugh about
& it made my night =]

I could get totally personal here
& bring up some shit
that proves I was a good friend
but hey
lets only focus on MINOR negative details
that..probably dont even exist.

& actually
the part about me letting old friends go
was not ( Read more... )

its not just llivejournal
but nice try =]

sooo
anyways
laundrys almost done
got a little shopping/cleaning left
& off to our vacation!
happiness overload =]
<3

wow
i thought this was done with.
dont call me names
i havent said shit about you.
but yet i keep hearing your still on it.
give it up
I have =]

anyways....
im pretty excited
camping is gonna be awesome.
& my b-day
& mini golf
& just..
everything.
& im gettin feedback 
on some modeling stuff 
sa-weet.

im hopefully taking the ged
in september
then gonna sign up for ( Read more... )

I hope im not losing him
i really really hope...
but i think we'll be fine.
yea...

so we're goin shopping tonight
to get our tent,air mattress
& food.
we leave friday around three
i cantt wait
its a mini vacation for us =]
and we come back on my b-day
then its off to mini golf =]
and tuesday is my sis' b-day
crazyness

im gettin an ipod =]
finally!!
dunno what else ( Read more... )

ugh
im still kinda sick
which sucks
cuz im goin camping satarting friday.
hopefully ill be better then.

greek night was good
could have been better.
but sara brought me
home made rice crispies
hella sweet =]
& alex called me<3
we usually only text
but we talked for like..
30 mins, man do i love him
i cant wait for the weekend to come.

life couldnt be much better ( Read more... )