When I passed you in the doorway ( Read more... )

i remember him liking me
how everyone knew and i was totally clueless
i was about thirteen when we first met
him being about seventeen..
met ofcourse through my older brother who was also seventeen at the time..
rory perkins 
my best guy friend..
i liked him so much
but never like that
& i never suspected anything
he came over on my sixtenth ( Read more... )

backgrounds ... :)

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when i first came to this island
that i called by own name
i was happy in this fortress,
in my exile i remained
but the hours grew so empty
and the ocean sent her waves
in the figure of a women
and she pulled me out to sea....

i cant believe his mom fuckin lied to me...
i hate her.
she needs to accept the fact that she is almost 50 and needs to start acting like it. rather than acting like a baby and bringing highschool drama into everyone's life.
gahhhhhhhh! she pisses me off!
ive seriously been considering not even wanting to know anyone from his family anymore...

We sat in an empty theater and we kissed ( Read more... )

the past few days have made me really think about what im doing. to my parents, my friends, my boyfriend. Or even more perhaps with my life at this point. the only thing i have made up my mind about was BU(boston university). it would be my dream to be accepted there. only thing is it costs more the my life. haha! just kidding.. but just about. its ( Read more... )

Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand
And I come here to talk
I hope you understand

The green eyes
Yeah the spotlight
Shines upon you

And how could
Anybody
Deny you

I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter
Now I met you

downloads....

* DaFt pUnk 
* Tim mCgraw
* NIN
*Ben Harper
* John lennon's greatests
* Bob dylan  
* Janes addiction [live]

:D   ... thats iiiit!

 ?? i dont know anymore. i can truely say that i dont have any more solutions to these problems of mine. :*(
i have so many mixed feelings about this ... its making my anxiety worse.

i wanna go to boston university :(