this has been one of the most upsetting birthdays to date ( Read more... )

i feel as if my life is spinning out of control, literally.

i dont kno what to do anymore. 

here goes.
just wanted to say that im still alive and doing okay.

as it would seem. or actually is.
i have transferred from otterbein to the ohio state university.
i like it very much. everything seems better.
its just that i have panic attacks very frequently in the fall and winter. so that is not good.
i have many doc. appts. in the next few weeks. i ( Read more... )

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what the fuck happened to me?

sometimes i pretend u dont exsist so it doesnt hurt so bad

im ready to fall asleep at my laptop, spring break = boring. i dont have anything to do and i dont want to do anything.. so. uhm. yeah. ive worked my normal hours at work.. i figured.. why pick up more.. i dont need them.. all my money goes to thing i dont need anyway. ive cleaned and re-arranged my room.. which made me happy. and ive done all of ( Read more... )

Can Cartoons Cause This Much Trouble ( Read more... )

i think that if there is any heterosexuality left in me.. id give it to mellisa acher..i love that gurl ( Read more... )

There was the definite smell of male ejaculate when I got in the shower this morning…im really glad I have showers shoes

(stolen from zee
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