I had to present my senior thesis during my FIVE HOUR fucking senior seminar... it was grueling, and eleven stinky people just stewed in their own sweat because it was like 85 degrees oustide... awful, even the professor said afterwards when we all went to the bar together, that it was "never-ending ( Read more... )

So... we're putting my doggy to sleep tonight. I'm so upset. I've had her for as long as I can remember now. But she's so old, and deaf, and blind and crazy ( Read more... )

Aaaaaah, such a long day ahead of me...

but damn, am I in a great mood ;)

So, I think I finally figured out a plan for May ( Read more... )

So, I had written this huge long thing earlier about how busy I've been, being stressed, emotionally crazy, nervous break downs, etc. etc... and LJ had an error when I "posted", and I lost it all (not thinking to copy all I wrote before hitting the Update button - because I put my trust in the internet HAHA). But ya know, oh well - shit happens. ( Read more... )

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, would you post a ( Read more... )

There's a certain line that you can cross with me, where you just become a completely repulsive, worthless sack of shit - and are well... dead to me. You have crossed that line. You have times before, but not completely - just swayed over it. And I forgave. I forgive too much sometimes, and I forgive the wrong people sometimes, but everyone should ( Read more... )

I feel so alone again ( Read more... )

( This one's gonna be like an actual journal, folks. So... only click if you feel like reading all that sappy/emotional/thoughtful shit. )

Strict diet in effect for TWO WEEKS ( Read more... )