The energies seem different now. The frequency is getting smaller in width and higher in magnitude. And it will keep getting smaller in width. Einstein said the simplest answer is usually the right one. I naturally agree with that 100%. It is one of the few things, that naturally just run true in my logic. But I am confounded because, it isn't the ( Read more... )

In reality

I havent got a clue

But I make good guesses

But maybe I just think I do?

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I was at my old house I think. Walking about. There was a giant crow outside in the garden under the patio ( Read more... )

I feel sick

A year is a long time to fall out of love with someone. When I went away I actually said to myself I didnt want to meet anyone new. I strongly doubted I would, but I met someone special. I only saw her true self after a month or so. I learnt theres nothing special about emotions and they do change. It can change for the one way or the other. For ( Read more... )

was she in cov, red tracksuit, on binley rd, jogging, around early sept (maybe 5th)?

Yep, today I feel I finally failed. Feels like all hope sucked. Feels bad

I feel so bad today. It feels so hopeless. But I know the problem is me. I love her so much. In the past I always had hope. Today, I dont know. I feel alone. I want to be with her but at the same time I am really scared by the fact I love her so much. I don't know why I am hurting so much today. My heart really is still with her. I hope she is ok. ( Read more... )

trying to forget someone you loved is like trying to remember someone you never knew