So a long time ago, when I first started singing, I was incapable of taking compliments. Oh, I had the general idea that I liked compliments, but I would often baldly state to people that I was horrible, or that performance was regrettable, or some other thing that basically smacked them in the face and said "you are WRONG for liking it!" The most ( Read more... )

I could really use cheering up right now. The past couple days have been spectacularly sucktastic (despite the awesome of people donating, that is awesome and amazing) and I am still feeling really down about it all. Plus they had to stick me three times to draw blood today. And I haven't been sleeping well because every time I lie down I imagine ( Read more... )

Recently, I wrote an entry about what it's like to lose something (even temporarily) that is defining for you. Today, I think I'm going to write an entry about having something define you that most people don't think much about on a daily basis ( Read more... )

You know, when I put up that donation button, I really didn't expect much. I have good, kind friends, but the economy is shit right now, so I figured maybe, just maybe, at the most, I'd get something like $150. And that's perfectly fine, because every little bit helps, and that's $150 I wouldn't have to worry about come time to pay the bills (which ( Read more... )

I cannot speak of what's happened today yet, I'm still afraid that I'm going to wake up. So in lieu of that, here's an essay about musicians, and why they attract others like screaming bees to sexy, leather (or lace) clad flowers ( Read more... )

Good news: I've gotten $120 in donations so far! <3 So much love, guys, so much. I appreciate it immensely, you don't even know. I'm trying to continue to get the word out, so if you haven't linked to it yet, I'd really appreciate it if you did. <3 Links are free, after all ( Read more... )

When you can't do the things that define you, that really tell you who you are, what do you do ( Read more... )

All right. I'm only going to post this once. It will not be friends-locked, so if you want to point people in my direction, it is much appreciated ( Read more... )

I realize I should make one of these for people I met at theferrett and zoethe's house this past weekend. XD Hi people ( Read more... )

So I just had a thought a moment ago, concerning online vs. real life personas ( Read more... )