S.O.S. (Rescue Me)
by Rihanna

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Life is a big old mess but at the end I think that everything will turn out to be everything I ever wanted it to be. On Monday Tom did something that I didn't expect him to do and I think that he finally proved to me that he really does love me. At ten in the morning I got a call from him for the first time in a week and he asked me how he can get ( Read more... )

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It's not fair but then again nothing is. I'll be waiting for you even if it means that I'm going to end up regretting it at the end. Keep me in your dreams. I'm all yours nobody else's.

Well I found out that I might get a dog-walking job again. I'm excited since I loved my last one, hopefully if I get it it'll be as great as the one I had before. There's a couple of things that I've learned have been bothering me for a while. Certain thing's Tom does and says and since this break I've realized that they are a big thing to me and I ( Read more... )

Well I still haven't gotten a call from Tom. I'm doing everything so that I wont have him on my mind. Today I ended up doing laundry actually folding the clothes I washed and I collected all of my makeup from all over my room and organized it. Tonight I'm going to ask for some money from my dad, early birthday money so that I can go out tomorrow ( Read more... )

It's been three days and still no call and I'm still loosing my mind.

I thought that I could handle a break right now but I guess I can't. All I've been thinking about is him and why he needs some time to think. I'm afraid I guess and because I'm afriad I can't get it out of my mind. I couldn't sleep last night in hope that maybe he'll call and tell me that everything is okay that he was wrong and he doesn't need his ( Read more... )

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I don't know what I want and it's fucking with me so bad.... I'm so confused and so lost in my own thoughts. I wish I knew how to express myself in a better way but I don't and now I'm stuck trying to figure out what to do next. Fuck I hate this.