I had to get away for a little bit. It kinda felt like I was trying to hide from everything. I went to my favorite place in the world, the ledge, and even though everyone was there I still had that time I needed to think and try and figure out some shit. I missed being with my ledge family, it always seems no matter in what kind of mood I'm in ( Read more... )

Can you hear them? They talk about us. Telling lies Well, that's no surprise. It doesn't matter what they say. In the jealous games people play. Pay no mind to what they say It doesn't matter anyway. I came to the conclusion that I'm no longer going to listen to what people say about you and me that I'm just going to listen to what my heart has to ( Read more... )

What I'm about to do I know somehow I'm going to end up regretting it. The last time when I put my trust into somebody else it ended up the complete opposite of what I thought it would be. I'm afraid but I'm also afraid of loosing him so I've decided that this will be the best thing to do whether or not I'm going to end up getting crushed at the ( Read more... )

Every time I end up trying I just get put down more and more.....

Well I was right I was just being paranoid about Tom. Everything turned out to be good. He called me today to tell me he misses me and that he wants to see me tomorrow. Thank god. I hope his job interview goes well and he gets the job because it would be truly a great job for him. I can't wait till I see him and get to jump on him and kiss him all ( Read more... )

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I was reading all the letter's he ever gave me and I've notice that he doesn't write to me anymore. They were all cute and they were all about him missing me and wanting to see me and also wanting me next to him asleep at night. I miss getting letter's like that from him and it makes me wonder since he doesn't write to me anymore does he still feel ( Read more... )

To my Tommy
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Alright so I had a couple of day's to think about some stuff and I've decided that from now on I'm going to become the bitch I was before. I changed because I thought that would mean that my relationship with the one I love will be different but I was wrong. It did turn out to be different but not the way I planned it to be. I tried being nice and ( Read more... )

My anniversary with Tommy was great. The things he said to me made me tear from happiness. I'm so fucking happy that he's in my life and I think he's going to be the only person I'll ever miss if I'll lose him but so far it looks like we are going to be together for a very long time. He asked me the sweetest thing in the bus on the way home and ( Read more... )