I like it when things like this happen. The reason that I smile at this is because every time something like this happens I get to see how that person really is, it opens my eyes up and lets me see everything. That's when I decide to move away and never talk to that person again cuz I got to see the beauty of fakers. Another thing that gets me ( Read more... )

Last night I went to Queens and I spend some time with Samantha. We talked a little and then I was yelled at by the wrong people for "letting Sam smoke". That shit isnt even important but people need to realize that just because they know they fucked up doesnt mean that they can blame someone else who knows what shes doing because of their mistakes ( Read more... )

While I was growing up I used to always dream of that fantasy love and it felt as if it was real at one point. I'm not saying it's not and I am in love, I'm deeply in love. The problem with it all is that it's not the fantasy type of love.

THE PUSSYCAT DOLLS LYRICS ( Read more... )

What if we enter the world I seem not to dare and think of and our sun goes down and the clouds go up and all we will see is darkens fall upon us. I'm going to want to see your face bright as day but I'm afraid of it disappearing with the shade into the gray. Don't let death, pull you away from me. God I don't think I want to do this but I must for ( Read more... )

I was looking through old pictures and I came across these. They made me smile and realize that things come and go but memories last forever. I actually miss them day's :-)

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There are many things we lose in this screwed up world. Some of the things we lose we regret more then the other things we have lost. All I know is that I am petrified of losing you. I know that if it would ever to happen my heart would be crushed in little pieces and I don't know what I would do alone without you by my side. You made me complete, ( Read more... )

This year surprisingly, enough is turning out to be not so bad even though its just the beginning, of it. I promised myself that this year I'm going to try and be more understanding and more open minded. I've realized that people are different and just because I'm used to a way someone once was doesnt mean that a new someone will be that way, and I ( Read more... )

BARLOW GIRLS
I waited for you today ( Read more... )

Another New Year's I wish wouldn't happen, how many am I going to have like this. I wanted to be with you on a day that was supposed to change this whole year for me to the better. I needed a change, a new start so that this year wont be anything like 2005 was. Instead I did exactly what I did last year, got drunk and cried all night. I needed you ( Read more... )