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Spoiled Christmas
So my hubby has no patients at all so we opened our Christmas presents last night. At least we kept the Santa Hat tradition. But I was very happy with what he got me. He got me about 6 shirts though 2 of them were way too small, stupid girl clothes and the random sizes! He also got me Bingo scratches (I have fun with those) and Ratatouille, home ( Read more... ) -
AHHHH frustrated!
Okay so I have realized that watching wedding shows and seeing all these weddings on tv and people talking them makes me sad. I had an amazing wedding but it wasn’t my dream there was certain people I wanted there. I wanted a reception I want to feel like people actually see us as married with gifts and cards and I don’t know. At one side I don’t ( Read more... ) -
writting
It’s like it burns at me the scars reappear in my mind. There is no reason for these thoughts. Everything is going my way and yet tears will fall. The veins will fill with pumping oozing blood like they want to explode. It’s like a damned disease that has infested itself into the deepest part of my brain. I can hide it or I can try. Fighting these ( Read more... ) -
AHHHH I MISS HIM!
My love is out of town all week for work. Most of this week has gone by somewhat fast due to me being overly sick to the point of trying not to move much otherwise searing pain would seizes though my body. I miss him its crazy how much I have gotten used to him sleeping next to me. Though I have to admit I think there is something wrong with me…I ( Read more... ) -
life...
So life is good I’m learning very slowly to take a breath things take time and you have people who will truly catch you. I love my husband he is my rock and he tells me when I’m being crazy, which I have to admit is quite often lately ( Read more... ) -
SEX
Is sex seriously that big of a deal? It seems that Americans have made this a top priority in topic and in life style. It is talked about almost everywhere you go from classes to work. Is it just the people I associate myself with or is everyone really always have this topic on their minds? For awhile I started to think I have slept with too many ( Read more... ) -
blah...work...blah...school...blah...school...blah life!
I love my job in fact I have received a “promotion” in sorts …I going to become a closer which means better sections and that means better money! I love working there though the people that I work with are amazing and are too kind to me. Last night Jeremy made my day and got me a balloon penguin! I still mess up once in awhile with orders but ( Read more... ) -
Reno, Christmas, New Years, Chris
Wow okay so I’m here in Reno. It’s actually been really good! On the way here I got hit on so much in the airport. I have two dates when I get back with some military boys and supposedly one here. Also my cousins hooked me up with a friend names Chris. He is a total sweetheart. We went out last night to start bucks in which was funny due to the ( Read more... ) -
Moving, Church, Reno
Okay so life has changed a bit. I have decided to not move this summer to Montana… Instead I’ve decided to force myself to finish something in my life instead of running away thinking that there is something better out there. I believe there is better out there but I also believe there is better here, and that I need to start looking inwards to ( Read more... ) -
Life is good...Happy Christmas!
Classes are finally over and I’m a bit more relaxed! I passed all my classes!! Now its time to get into the Christmas sprit I guess…though I just can’t seem to find it. Maybe it will appear when I’m in Reno. Though I am watching It’s a Wonderful Life. I love this movie it’s a classic and just makes me happy ( Read more... )