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[kissme425]

Yesterday was a really sad day for me...I had to go visit my grandmother who is dying. We walked in, and she started crying and apologizing for us having to see her like this. I sat down and held her hand while she told me how she didnt deserve this pain, and it just made me feel so bad seeing someone i love so much suffer. I couldnt handle it so i

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[ninja_rabbi]

katy i am so sorry. i know how this is. just feel fortunate that she can apologize now. that you can spend this time together. other people are not so lucky. death and sickness are parts of life that come and we cant control them. the best we can do is to accept them and pray to god that he'll have the grace to be kind upon us and our loved ones. i've been through this before. if you need a sholder or whatever just call. feel free

[kissme425]

charlie
thank u so much for those encouraging words. It always helps to be reminded that you arent the only one going through something ya know? seriously, i appreciate it! I MISS U!!!! XOXOXO

[pynk_lemonade]

Babe I am so sorry to hear that about your grandma. Cherish these last years/months with her, and make the best of them. I know it is hard, but think of what a wonderful place she's going to when she passes away. No suffering. No pain. And I'm sure she will look down on you and smile. You know I am here if you ever need to talk.

LOVE YOU!
<3 Milan

[kissme425]

i always know to count on the Bible girl...haha i love u gurl..thanks for the encouragement thru this really rough patch
xoxox

sorry hunni

[anonymous]

babe im sooo sorry about ur grandma it must be so tuff i never met my grandparents so i dont really no wut ur going thro but im sure its hard as shit but u kno im always here for u! u can call me anytime!! and i have an idea u can move to l.a or no no scrath that both of us move to n.y cuz thats the best place in the world and we can go to plays and get more piercings lol ok good plan, well i hope things get better.
i love u & miss u soooo much
kate xoxo

Re: sorry hunni

[kissme425]

thanks boo boo....i miss u

[classicjazzbari]

Oh, Katie...
I'm sorry to hear about your grandmother. I know what it's like to be in this situation. Just cherish each moment that you have with her, inspite of everything...I wish I did that, but there was a whole state separating us. If you need someone to talk to, you know you can ALWAYS talk to me.

Oh, and I'm feeling you on the whole "life-being-boring-must-get-away" deal. Me too.

[kissme425]

Gregory
you also are such a wonderful friend. Thank you so much for those meaningful words...man i love my friends...u guys always know how to make me feel better :)!

[xtrojangirl06x]

katie,
that was heartbreaking, and I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I'm always here for you and I love you sooooooooo much! <3333333

give your mom and dad my regards

[kissme425]

JERI! Thanks soooo much i will def. give my dad those words <3 I am sorry we didnt hango ut this weekend..your such a wonderful friend.i love u