I hate that he has all the power in this situation. What he wants, goes. If he picked up the phone right this second and told me he missed me, there I would be, going right back into his arms. There are so many questions that I have left unanswered and I sit here analyzing over and over what I did wrong. Like it was all my fault. When in reality, I ( Read more... )

im soooo irritated right now ( Read more... )

Wow..i cant believe I am resorting again to Livejournal. this thing used to be my life ( Read more... )

So, It is officially Christas Eve. Im sad. Again. I saw him last night, lets not even say his name..we will call him...asshole. He's avoiding me and I know it. We talked for like..2 minutes last night and we were both fucked up..what did that solve? NOTHING. I don't understand why im feeling like this. Why can't I be happy being alone? Im so ( Read more... )

What we do in life....Echo's in eternity

I watch as the days pass me by
and it all seems so ordinary

Tae Bo kicks my ass....but it rocks my world!!

<3

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Yesterday was a really sad day for me...I had to go visit my grandmother who is dying. We walked in, and she started crying and apologizing for us having to see her like this. I sat down and held her hand while she told me how she didnt deserve this pain, and it just made me feel so bad seeing someone i love so much suffer. I couldnt handle it so i ( Read more... )

this weekend has been pretty good ( Read more... )