my world is crashing down around me. i feel like the world is trying to take away everything in my life that i love and care about. first him. and now ollie is missing ( Read more... )

my life is pathetic ( Read more... )

I’m leaving you,
I’m not sure if that’s what I should do,
It hurts so bad,
I’m wanting you but can’t go back,
Trying to find,
That all illusive piece of mind,
I’m stuck here somehow,
Shrouded beneath my fear and doubt,
And I don’t need it,
I’m walking down this road alone,
And I figured all I’m thinking bout is you,
Is you my love,
My head is in a cloud of ( Read more... )

life sucks. 
once you meet someone and you know what love feels like, you can't go back.
you can't not be with them.
god it's killing me.

i hate this, i hate that my life is back to what it was like before i left. stress. and feeling like something is missing. 
i miss my life. i hate that now that i'm back it's like that year didn't exist.

i miss him so ( Read more... )

it's really really weird being home. 
i guess it was kinda cool at first, seeing everyone and everything and my birdface.
but i miss england. 
and i miss him so much.

yeah...

life is so overwhelming ( Read more... )

Colorado, two days ago, took my chances on some icy roads
Hoping to warm my heart down in Alabama

Trailway station, Birmingham, still no answer and it's three AM
Got an aching in my heart and a pay phone in my hand

It won't be the first time I'll spend the night alone
It won't be the last time I'll have to be strong
Sometimes the best move is to ( Read more... )

i know, i know two entries in one day? i've just been thinking a lot/analyzing myself today ( Read more... )

i think i realized the problem here. or one of the problems perhaps ( Read more... )

life ( Read more... )