well i haven't updated in so long because i have been avoiding having to look at my very own display picture. the plan was to delete it, but i just can't do it. it's the only picture i have left now. he has deleted all the others. it's the middle of the night right now, and i feel more alone than i ever have. i thought i was doing okay, but it ( Read more... )

Things have been going so incredibly well lately, it's just insane. Friends are great, boyfriend is great, I am doing okay in school, I have my car back, getting along with moms... now if only I had a bunch of money!!!! Oh well ... I'm not complaining :) I think we are drinking tonight at Lindsay's/Matt & Joanne's but I am not 100% sure, depends on ( Read more... )

How can some people be so fucking insensitive? If something is really, really, really important to me, shouldn't my significant other give a shit? There's this whole part of my life he doesn't even care to hear about or take part in ... is one hour out of your fucking Saturday night too much to ask, since you'd be sitting at home waiting for me ( Read more... )

well things are going very well i guess. all is great with me and jeff... hanging out with jacquie more and more which is nice. made up with caren which is nice. going to smoke some joints which is nice. spring break is next week, which is also nice. yep i'm pretty happy. that's nice.

Well last night we ended up going to see The Butterfly Effect ... and I'm still not sure how I feel about it. I don't think I liked it ... it just really disturbed and upset me more than anything. When I read in Matt's post about he said it really messed him up, I was like what the hell, how can a fucking movie really have an effect on an 18 year ( Read more... )

Well it's Friday night and I am hanging out at Jeff's with Steffy and Cassie :) I think we are going to go see The Butterfly Effect but I am not entirely sure.

Life is good right now, despite the fact that we are all broke as a fucking joke. But Jeff's mom just brought up chips and dip so that was nice :)

Tonight is really my only night of ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. Got to drive my car :*) My one true love. Lol. Went to lunch with my sister as well, which was very enjoyable.

Halarious night last night: So Jacquie, Jenna and I decide to park up at Bedford South Elementary to smoke a joint at around 10 or 11 or something like that. We are parked at the back of the school for maybe half an ( Read more... )

My best friend has recently become my boyfriend and I am starting to get freaked out. I am only 19 years old yet I feel like I could be with this person for the rest of my life!? I've wanted this for so long and now that I finally have it, I can't picture myself losing it. Am I going crazy? I'm scared. Yet so incredibly happy at the same time.

On a ( Read more... )

 Hello. My name is Jeff and I think I am drunk.

Well I can honestly say that last night was one of the BEST nights I have had in a very long time. Had a few very good friends over. Those in attendance were: Jeff <3, Stephane, Cassie, Mike, Kyle, Lauren, Amie, Jacquie, Maggie .... and I think that is all. I was pretty loaded so I'm not entirely sure. Everything went well ... nothing was broken ( Read more... )