oh my god. life sucks. my mom and her boyfriend ken decided to get engaged. kill me. he's freaking WEIRD. and my mother's all pissed off at me because I'm not supportive enough. I'm trying to be. I was talking on the phone with britney about it and she was listening to me. GREAT. just great. ehh... not. Anywho I'm supposed to be stuffing envelopes ( Read more... )

at matties. just waiting for him to be ready, so we can go to the mall or do whatever. i wish i could throw a party but my mom won't ever leave this fucking weekend. it pisses me off. i was so fucking tired last night i slept till like 2 tody. i'm working at sonic now. woohoo not.

Father's Day wasn't bad like i thought it would be. My dad and I went to red lobster, we ate a HUGE meal. It was so delicious. I still have leftovers. We just chatted and ate. I gave him a card, and two guy movies. Well that's all for now.

Okay so the subject of summer. I have had an okay summer. Partying in George West was so much fun. Can't wait to go back again. Blake and I have gotten really close she's so much fun. Tonight I went to the surf club, and then to the islander with cameron. I don't know how I really feel about that but I know that I don't want to be tied down right ( Read more... )

I am getting a kitten, but the catch is before I can go to look ( Read more... )

I was in the hospital two days ago, and then I was at home sleeping all day yesterday. I don't know what's exactly wrong with me. The Emergency Room doctor thinks that I have a ruptured ovarian cyst. That doesn't sound very good. I went through a bunch of wonderful tests. I hate hospitals. I now HATE them. I was cramping excruciatingly bad. My ( Read more... )

God my life sux lately. I've been fucking wanting to die a moments. I just wonder what the hell will make me better if you will. My parents are seperated. Woo. at least my fucked up dad is gone. I really just want to talk to don right now. I need a good fucking cry or at least some pain I feel like jamming my hand into something. A wall a book? I ( Read more... )

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I am in a weird mood right now. I'm updating this in newspaper. Kaitlynn boys do NOT hate you. I went to Olive Garden sunday with travis. I wuv my bestest guy friend. I talked to Ryan until about 2 the other night. He makes me smile so big! I love how the more people try to get away from what people think of them, they are being hippocritical. lol ( Read more... )

I feel so much better. I don't feel like I am attached romantically. But i'm not Broken up with. Things are so much more clear.

( conversation with ryan. newly single )