I get so nervous I stutter. I get so nervous that I'm nauseous. I cannot answer my phone. The thought of one missed call sounds better than attempting to talk. To talk to the one person that I really like. One missed call. It's inevitably going to happen, I'll just answer my phone. When I don't answer, I swear I'm sick for days, but when I do, I'm ( Read more... )

( how bored can you gettttttttt?!?!?!?! )

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My heart belongs to all the people who attended and who spent time planning my very much of a suprise birthday party.

Especially you Torie.
Thanks for not telling me about it :)
It rocked, but I wish you could have been there.

Something happened tonight that I'm not confortable with. Unfortunately to not risk a friendship, I won't be saying anything, although I've been making comments. I guess I never thought something that stupid would happen?

IT'S MY EFFING BIRTHDAY BITCHHHH!

sorry for making that so big.

I RUINED MY OWN GODDAMN BIRTHDAY PARTY. IT WAS A SUPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY AND I RUINED IT BECAUSE I HAVE FUCKING STUPID. AND MY GOD, I'M GOING TO LIKE... BIRTHDAY HELL FOR THIS, I SWEAR.

bai

( oh wowwwww! )

tonight, i don't know what's going to happen actually. i'm waiting for like 1343245 people to call me. okay, two but still. ashley hasn't been on today, so i have no one to talk to because stacey left this morning, so its boring.

MELYSSA - call me if you see this.

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