( it's a secret... )

9 more days until my birthday. If you're buying a gift, which you all should be, don't worry about wrapping it perfect, just make sure you're there. That's the point, but the presents ARE a bonus. K? Thanks.

I feel bad for being overly dramatic in my last entry, but I always am. It's the habit of a complete drama queen. I have to work tomorrow, (YAY!) at two, sooo... someone call me or something. I really like what I did with my layout. I really like that I've been freaking out royally lately. My highs are really high and my lows are really low. But ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking pissed off right now.
no one understands that other people have feelings.
you don't fucking tell someone that you'll call them and then don't.
and then don't answer your phone.
that's tacky.
i could have found someone else to do something with tonight.
it sucks when you end up crying.
i hate them.
i hate myself.
i hate life.

I'm getting really frustrated with everyone lately. I know no one intentionally does it, but when people make plans without me, I feel shitty, especially when I thought that they were good friends. I can understand not calling if you know I'm working, but why not call me if you think there's a chance that I'm not? I'm not tomorrow, but I bet I don ( Read more... )

I'm guessing that my sixteenth birthday is goign to suck penis. You want to know why? I'll tell you anyway. NO PARTY. Yes, that's right. I had a party when I was four, and that was family. And the one last year was family. If I'm not mistaken, no one even called me last year to wish me happy birthday except my dad, but it's because he rocks like ( Read more... )

Here's some things no one knows about me ( Read more... )

Here's my birthday dream presents ( Read more... )

Sooo, Friday night=Went to Eric's, walked to Baker's Lake with Jake, Adam, Eric, Melyssa, Heather, Carly and Valle. Then went to 28th Street Park ( Read more... )

Tonight I had a longggg talk with Melyssa while we closed. I realized that if I ever had the chance to get what I was chasing, I wouldn't want it. I think in my mind, I want to say "I like this boy" and "I like that boy" when the truth is, sometimes I hate them more than anything. Sometimes people say things that make me feel awkward, but when I ( Read more... )