random belated thought: i thought i hated valentines day. but my boyfriend is adorable. he bought me yellow and red tulips and a polaroid camera. *sigh
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oh my leetle babushka. i miss you like the plague. 3 more days 3 more days!! i have a cute little valentine for you that will make you laugh and barf at the same time. :) ohhhh memories.
If some guy bought me a polaroid, yeah, *affection*.....lol.
I kind of understand about the "poisoned thoughts" thing. It's just that once you think something like that you can't really get it out of your head and it kind of spins around for awhile and affects things you do. I dunno about you, but that's what it's like for me.
Things have been okay for me. There have been def off and on times. What, with people, school stuff, family issues, theatre stuff. I dunno. Life just exploded and got more complex. So weird. But yeah. It seems things have been interesting for you as well.
Have you seen Ryan up there?
We aren't nec super friends, but I think you have my number. You can call anytime if you need something. I would be happy to help or at very least, pray with/for you.
I hope things go well with you, friend. God bless. Zachary.
yeah i see ryan every once in a while. its weird how in highschool we could see eachother every day and it was no big thing. whenever i see ryan now i feel like i dont really know him- or at least that i havent seen him in a long time! most of the time we just smile and wave or something but yeah
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Woah. Totally thought I had replied already. I'm sorry. I must have not pressed the send button or something. Strange indeed.
That is major suckage about theatre. What is the girl-to-guy ratio up there? You would think that if they have a high ratio of girls. That they would tailor to that. Geez. The jerks.
SPU is so good. I'm in two plays right now. A one-act. And "She Stoops To Conquer." In both I am an old man. The one-act, I choke to death. "She Stoops" I go crazy. The one-act is a super small part. "She Stoops" is one of the main 7 characters.
Please, yes. Let's get coffee. Or something. When is your springbreak, by the way?
I do hope that things work for the greater good. For you. Things can be very difficult. And yet, somehow. When you look back on them. They are such a blessing. But in the present. Yeah.
Here's my take on what you said. First off, just remember that everyone's human. We all make mistakes. When I let the mistakes of others get to me or the drama/awkwardness/whatever of a situation get to me, then my thoughts are "poisoned." Then, my perspective of them and the situation is ruined. Forgive. Move on. When I wipe the slate clean and accept the impurities and imperfectness of things, then I can see the person and the situation for who/what they really are without my perception getting in the way of things. To me, loving someone is just that: accepting all of them, their good points and their bad points. Don't let things of the past influence tomorrow. Make sense? This is what I've been trying to do, and it's opened things up for me.
Remember to listen to God too. What is He telling you about the situation? I'm praying for you!
I miss you! Love, The Other Half of the Dynamic Duo! :)
yeah thats so true... now comes the hard part- applying it. hahaha.... i will work on that. thank you so much for your dear words of advice. i miss you so much!!!! how are you??
xoxo, erin germaine <3
who died and made her queen, anyway? ...that never gets old.... :)
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I kind of understand about the "poisoned thoughts" thing. It's just that once you think something like that you can't really get it out of your head and it kind of spins around for awhile and affects things you do. I dunno about you, but that's what it's like for me.
Things have been okay for me. There have been def off and on times. What, with people, school stuff, family issues, theatre stuff. I dunno. Life just exploded and got more complex. So weird. But yeah. It seems things have been interesting for you as well.
Have you seen Ryan up there?
We aren't nec super friends, but I think you have my number. You can call anytime if you need something. I would be happy to help or at very least, pray with/for you.
I hope things go well with you, friend.
God bless.
Zachary.
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Totally thought I had replied already.
I'm sorry.
I must have not pressed the send button or something.
Strange indeed.
That is major suckage about theatre.
What is the girl-to-guy ratio up there?
You would think that if they have a high ratio of girls.
That they would tailor to that.
Geez.
The jerks.
SPU is so good.
I'm in two plays right now.
A one-act.
And "She Stoops To Conquer."
In both I am an old man.
The one-act, I choke to death.
"She Stoops" I go crazy.
The one-act is a super small part.
"She Stoops" is one of the main 7 characters.
Please, yes.
Let's get coffee.
Or something.
When is your springbreak, by the way?
I do hope that things work for the greater good.
For you.
Things can be very difficult.
And yet, somehow.
When you look back on them.
They are such a blessing.
But in the present.
Yeah.
I'll talk to you later, friend.
Peace.
Zachary.
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Here's my take on what you said. First off, just remember that everyone's human. We all make mistakes. When I let the mistakes of others get to me or the drama/awkwardness/whatever of a situation get to me, then my thoughts are "poisoned." Then, my perspective of them and the situation is ruined. Forgive. Move on. When I wipe the slate clean and accept the impurities and imperfectness of things, then I can see the person and the situation for who/what they really are without my perception getting in the way of things. To me, loving someone is just that: accepting all of them, their good points and their bad points. Don't let things of the past influence tomorrow. Make sense? This is what I've been trying to do, and it's opened things up for me.
Remember to listen to God too. What is He telling you about the situation? I'm praying for you!
I miss you!
Love, The Other Half of the Dynamic Duo! :)
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xoxo,
erin germaine <3
who died and made her queen, anyway? ...that never gets old.... :)
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he loves you erin. :) thats a really special gift.
i like that we help each other.
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