These were the first lyrics I heard tonight when I sat down to force myself to write this entry tonight. I'm not going to promise this entry to be coherent, I'm not going to promise everything to be spelled correctly. I'm not going to promise that'll stay on topic. What I will promise is that I'm going to be as genuine as possible ( Read more... )

And even if I did, who would read my long rants...

So I shall not post tonight, and yet again confine my thoughts to car rides and dreams.

Gnight

So I took this test I found on the boards and this was the outcome I got:

DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:Very HighSchizoid Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Disorder:HighAntisocial Disorder:ModerateBorderline Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Disorder:HighNarcissistic Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Disorder:Very HighDependent Disorder:Very HighObsessive- ( Read more... )

Me:I have this feeling that in real life
Me: I'm kind of a hard guy to get to know
Me: and I realize it's almost impossible for you to judge that
Me: because you know me through the internet where I'm different (at least imo)

Meri: That's true, and I can certainly empathize.
Meri: When I'm talking with people this way, I feel much more confident ( Read more... )

Felecia's profile always told me the world touches too hard. It's something I've thought on and off at the best and worst of times. Funny how one girl can turn your head so easily. I fell in love with her on paper, and it was so easy to act like it was the radio, turning her in and out at the flip of some switch when it was in person. I fell in ( Read more... )

The song plays again on my media player. It's a tired song. Something I've listened to too many times. I can't help but feel as though I should listen to something else. The meaning of the song is something beyond my grasp, but I listen for the sound. It does nothing for me, and yet lets me flow ( Read more... )

Look, this post is pointlessly short, but I'm lying to me in some strange way that I accuse others of. I apparently lie to myself to avoid saying I don't know. Great times.

So this was mailed to me tonight for my engineering management class, with the expectation I'd add a paragraph and see to any minor problems. Or at least thats what I thought it was going to be. Check out what I received:

This past Wednesday, Dr. Martino gave a lecture about entrepreneurship. He covered a wide variety of topics on the subject, ( Read more... )

The thoughts in my head are something of mystery to me, and I'm not entirely certain as to why. Tonight seemed to be the defining moment in struggle in my internal psyche, but what it means to me in the future seems less clear. Suffice it to say almost everyone was right, and I'm glad I appear to have made the right decision. It may be wasted ( Read more... )

This is what trying to be clever gets you, a broken heart, some troubled memories, and a teddy bear with I love you stitched acrossed it chest. Maybe if you'd stitched it across mine, you'd have the bear instead of me.