maybe me being strong all this time was actually me being incredibly weak.

i win! i win! i win! i win! iwin!iwin!iwin!iwin!iwin!!!!!! hehehehehhe... ::big cheesy smile:: I WIN!!!!!

i will MAKE you appreciate me. so there. i win again.

oh fuck.. i miss him. its not supposed to be like this. i should be on "hate mode" by now. HE TRICKED MEEEEE!!! ::raises fist in air::

ok.. he just told me that he likes me.

i need to not freak out on him..

cuz that would suck for him..

and me.

the bastardface

so im finding myself somewhat addicted to being around him and yet, i dont know whether or not i like him like him.. in that crushing way.

.... and then there was paul. heeee... someone slap me.

um... ok, mohawk just offered to take me to the east coast.. well, once i trust him enough anyways. i've only begun to really get to know him these past few months so you'll understand my suspicions when he offers to pay for my trip. can a guy be too nice with no hidden agenda? i actually think he may be one of them. wow. what a keeper. hehe.

white boy's coming over right now. weeeeeeee!! and he's bringing me some root beer! double weeeee!! nudey boys with mohawks and root beer rock!

so.. yah.. shit. he just left my apmt a few min ago and i'm fucking lonely now. i think i like him.. what a goddamn fucker. tricking me like that. this better end in 2 weeks or else ill be pissed. like im not already, huh?

i have a zit in my ear and it hurts everytime i touch it. maybe i should stop touching it. hahahahah.. ok bye