So, JT moved to Brandon and I moved into an apt on 4square w/ 3 random guys. it's okay 'cept for a lil messiness and some random smells. Does this mean JT and I are over? fuck if i know. I'm so damn confused. It's like, well damn that's 3 years and thousands of dollars that could have been MUCH better spent, but it wasn't really a waste. It's dumb ( Read more... )

Siiiiiiiiigh. I'm not sure what to think or do for now.

fabulous.

I really like cleaning when I finally get the motivation to clean. I like the end results. Like I finally cleaned the office and hung up some art stuffs, and it made me think that I'd like to sign another lease so we can live here for another year, but JT wants to leave even tho we have no idea what to do or where to go.

I'm enjoying my new free time. Which will hopefully be stolen by my WEDDING PLANNING! I have a lot of the junk out of the way. I want a new veil. I want like a 20's style netting thing with some feathers and junk. I figure if I stick to my plan and get stuff as I go it should be fine. I ALSO found a place! B&E's wine bar now does private parties ( Read more... )

So, I never wrote about my kidney stone ordeal, cause it's super depressing.

-BUT-

I need it as a reminder so I'll continue to eat healthy and stop eating chocolate.....
( the ordeal )

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I feel really sad and alone. Nothing in my life, other than being able to walk and feel okay, is going well or the way I want it. I'm not even sure where to start changing things ( Read more... )

I'm listening to Britney Spears' Lucky right now and that cheers me up a bit cause I love its delicious cheesiness ( Read more... )

My relationship with JT is super-strained. Neither of us has time for the other. He's always busy with school and graduating and I'm busy with derby and retarded work hours. SO, it sucks. And is pretty much just falling apart right now. I'm really sad about it but not sure what I should do? I'm going to take a break in all my derby business stuff ( Read more... )

my computer and e-mail both have viruses. yay! I've had that freaking e-mail address for 11 years!!!! how can I get a new one!? sigh. Or hotmail could do their freaking job and fix it ( Read more... )