My grandmother on my father's side (Aachan) passed away a few days ago - on June 4, 2024. It sucks. I was just thinking about it, and I think I "liked" my grandfather a bit more, since he spoiled me more, but I might have been a bit closer to my grandmother, since she was the one who would usually pick us up after school, or drive me to hang out ( Read more... )

Life is meh. Nothing too bad, nothing too great. I guess I should go with the bad first, so I end on a good note.

My grandfather on my mom's side passed away a few months ago. I wasn't as close to him as I was with my dad's father, but it still sucks. He also had Alzheimer's, and had been having memory issues for a long time. I hadn't seen him ( Read more... )

Oh damn, it's been a long time. A bunch of stuff has happened, some of it good, some of it meh, very little of it bad. I guess I should start with the bad (from my point of view, at least):

My sister had her kid. Which is a good thing overall, I guess, but I feel bad about it. I'm supposed to be the older, more responsible one, who gets things done ( Read more... )

So my sister had her kid the other day, and I’m still just full of fucking rage over her & my parents over my grandparents. I don’t give a fuck about her kid, I don’t really give a fuck about her husband, and to be completely honest, she can go fuck herself over her “I know better than my brother cuz he was in a coma” attitude. Her husband can go ( Read more... )

So I went to California two weeks ago for my grandfather's funeral (6/28/2023), and it fucking sucked. I'm so very fucking furious that I wasn't given the opportunities my little sister was to go out there. I had asked so many fucking times, but because of my brain injury, my requests just weren't seen as viable. I'm so god damn angry, and sad. The ( Read more... )

My grandfather passed away recently. I don't remember exactly the date, but I think it was like yesterday, or the day before yesterday. It really, really fucking sucks. I wanted to visit him every day since I was last out there, in California. Hell, I was going to move out there before my accident in 2015. Where did everything go wrong...

I stayed ( Read more... )

I went and visited Ronni last weekend! Niichal & I went to South Carolina for this festival thing she invited us to. I can't believe she has a baby now! She's so happy with it, and I'm happy for her. The house her and her boyfriend have is really nice, too! It's huggeeee... Makes me feel a little jealous, but not too much. I'm mostly just happy for ( Read more... )

So Brandon died last week. I'm pretty sure I wrote about him (maybe extensively?) on here, before. Actually, hold up, I'll find a link to a post on him.

Here's a doozy... Eugh, that's a little embarrassing. Oh well, it's not like he's around for me to feel embarrassed about my reactions to him now anyways, right? Fuck, that's depressing as hell.

I ( Read more... )

So yeah, Malik & I broke up not long after that last post. He broke up with me, which is abnormal AF. I mean, I think I've only been the one broken up with like twice? Maybe 3 times? The rest have been either from my end, or mutual. I'm still fucking pissed at Malik, for a lot of reasons. Some of them are:

1. He wanted an open relationship because ( Read more... )

Fuck, I hate how time works (or more accurately, doesn't work) for me now. I guess Malik & I did break up. That really, really, really sucks. I fucking hate him for this fucking feeling. I thought we connected on a lot more fucking levels than most of my other relationships. I don't know what the fuck his deal is, but it really fucking pisses me ( Read more... )