I guess I'll start with the negativity going on in my life first, so I can end on a high note. Malik and I aren't doing so hot. I think he wanted to break up? I don't remember. I do remember that he's been dealing with COVID. He got it somehow, and he's been dealing with it for the last few weeks. Which sucks, cuz he doesn't get any sick time. He ( Read more... )

I suck.

Ah fuck.  I started writing this around 2 hours ago, then got distracted looking at other shit online, then I walked the dogs. So now I've completely forgotten what I was particularly embarrassed & ashamed of. I'm gonna play a game or something, then come back to this post. Maybe then I'll remember (current time is 00:19).

Nope, it's now ( Read more... )

I saw that I said I was going to write more later, so I guess here it is. Life has been alright. I'm still in love with Malik, he's such an amazing guy! I went to a family party he had for his mom a few weeks ago, and his family really seemed to like me. They all seemed pretty nice, too.

Really, my only issue with him is more of an issue from my ( Read more... )

So Malik (that new guy I talked a little bit about in my last post) has been awesome. We did a bunch of stuff together. I don't remember what I've already covered, but we went on an ice skating date, I went over how to more effectively manage his finances (I probably should write down & send what I write down over to him), and we went to his mom's ( Read more... )

I realized I hadn't written lately, so I guess I should update my future self (and the thousands of followers I have here 🙃).

Life doesn't completely suck, for once. I've started dating this new guy. We met through Tinder, and hooked up on 11/6/2021. He's realllllly cute, he's intelligent, he's communicative, he understands I don't remember jack ( Read more... )

So, as usual, there's been a couple fantastic events going on in my life right now. I was Doordashing earlier tonight, and cut a corner a little too sharp. Sideswiped a mailbox, which didn't seem like it would have done any damage, so I figured I just ended up with a small scratch. The mailbox didn't move & was fine, so I really didn't think I'd ( Read more... )

I really do have regrets after almost everything I do. I don't even know what I specifically regretting when I started this title, since I switched to another tab about 30 seconds ago. Probably Will. Eugh, what a fucking clusterfuck. I broke up with him, because I felt like he wasn't engaging with me at all. Then he had stuck around for a while, ( Read more... )

So I miss Will a lot. I saw in my last post, I said meh, it is what it is, I guess we just didn't work out. But I guess self-reflecting is a bitch, because I realize that in a lot of ways, I was in the wrong.

I thought hemorrhoids were an STD. I didn't realize they're just fucking painful swollen veins (Read more... )

I really can't believe it's already October 2021. I last posted complaining about Will in June! Which is super hard to believe - that was almost 3 months ago! Well, we've officially been broken up now. Eugh, I was gonna write out a bunch of details, but I don't fucking remember that much, and I'm tired of thinking about him. I guess we've been ( Read more... )

I was gonna say I wish I were dead, but I'm not suicidal, so I've got that going for me, which is nice. I don't know where Will is. I might have broken up with him. I'm so fucking tired, still. Tired of being in some sort of fucking pain 24/7, tired of not getting what I want, tired of not really knowing what I want, tired of working a shitty ( Read more... )