ok so tuesday nights always suck for me cuz of 1 reason: IM HOME ALONE!!!
ahh so i mini-binged&&purged and then ran a mile and exercised some more and i already ran today and exercised so i realllly hope i dont GAIN!! i dont care if i dont lose, but please oh please dont gain! i mean i REALLY hope i burned or threw it all up AHHH

so tomorrow its gum ( Read more... )

ok so 2day went very well =)
yogurt-40
carrots-35
apple-50
gum-50
lettuce-15
chicken slices-25
mustard/pepper-5
2 eggs whites-35
popcorn-90

total--345, 55 cals to spare, maybe have a small apple later? idkk

resisted--chocolate fucking cake hell yesss hahah

exercises::ran to rite aid, walked to and from school, lunges, squats, jumping jacks, running in place...

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  400 calories or less
  
  :::RULES:::
  
  
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  exactly 400 cals or LESS
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  exercise is a MUST (squats, lunges, running, walking, etc, whatever gets your <3 pumping)
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  at least 1 fruit and 1 veggie per day
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  NO JUNK FOOD

went for family dinner, i had 2 egg whites and miso soup so 70 cals
and a huggge thing of diet coke and some gum yum

so i had oatmeal-160, s apple-50, gum-50, lettuce-15, miso soup-35, egg whites-35, and popcorn-100 cal sooo today was 445 oh and i am drinking crystal lite so 5 so im at 450..

and i ran on the treadmill for 10 minutes, not a lot but oh ( Read more... )

so far today: oatmeal-160, s apple-50, diet coke, and 1 1/2 cups of romaine lettuce-12

thank god for my chihuahua!! shes only 3 pounds but boy does she have a big appetite!!
she ate my serving of turkey from under the table and saved me 60 cals! thanks bella!
so im going to feed her my food from now on and just eat my lettuce. i feel so smart hehe

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today i did so good! my fam was over and my b*tch grandmother was telling me that i am skin and bones, puh leasee! i am everything but that!so i had everything from my entry before plus 100 cal pop corn[100], 2 egg whites[35], and 1 cup of lettuce[10].  so 145 cals+280=425 cals and i was aiming for 500 but i still have my 50 calories worth of gum ( Read more... )

ok so far ive had oatmeal[160], s apple[50], dietcoke, 1c popcorn[20], and another  s apple [50]. so i was really tempted to finish the rest of my 100 cal popcorn bag and i was panicking cuz im on a 500 cal diet ( Read more... )

but i never want to give up my eating disorder!
i want to be TINY forever!!

but i DO want to give up bulimia!! ughh i hate it!! dammmmit!

i willl give it up!