tiiiired ( Read more... )

Big dreams of traveling the world combined with money woes have deffinately gotten me down these days. An overall negative outlook and disposition has crept into my attitude. I fear the only thing that will kick it out is a lot of good luck, karma, and money falling from the sky no questions asked. Since I realize this is unrealistic I'm opting ( Read more... )

So I think I am doing pretty good these days. School still cramps my style but you know life can't be perfect. The weather is warming and the clouds are dripping-I don't even mind. At least they aren't snowing. Semester at Sea is well in the works and I am choosing to consider it my plan, not a possibility. If it doesn't happen then I'll deal ( Read more... )

Tonight ( Read more... )

classes for the semester started yesterday and what would the start of another semester be without me having an emotional breakdown? yup, that's right, i left for a month and it was blissful but upon my return school still seems to reduce me to tears. it is so god damn frusterating to do something you hate just because you know that in the long ( Read more... )

i've got two finals back to back in less than an hour and instead of studying i'm checking my e-mail and messing around online. but it's cool because i'm cool wit' it. by 11:00 this morning i'll be half way done with my finals leaving me the rest of today to cram in as much biology and math as possible. or at least until i get a headache and get ( Read more... )

The first line from the first entry of every month in 2005. (I've been a bit slack so some months are missing and some entrys don't happen till a ways into the month. Forgive me ( Read more... )

I hate the games that people play and the hoops that are requirements to jump through just to get to where you want to be. I'm irrate, perhaps I'm just pissed but my stress level has shifted the pissed to irrate. School is so fucking STUPID! Man, it just pissed me the fuck off. And then I get fucking pissed at myself because I am acting like a ( Read more... )

here i sit in my nighty and loverly new winter hat black and red checked lined with sherpa and sporting a brim and ear flaps ala lumberjack listening to the one and only bob marley and thinking about all the people i love. for some reason, and i'm not wishing it a way, this week has been exceptionally painless and lest i get ahead of myself i ( Read more... )

I fled the city and my resposiblities for the past week making the executive decision that I would just skip the two days of school that would have otherwise held me in the cities. Being home has been dreamy. I've come to the conclusion I really am a Northwoods girl. This city bussiness is good on a temporary basis but coming home to the lake ( Read more... )