Well damn, I feel really fucking loved right now. I was told to call Lorraine as soon as I got off so that we could have dinner at Strega so I did and she forgot. She's at Burger Grill right now with all of my old friends. This whole Tyler thing just really confuses me. He acts like he likes me sometimes and like he doesn't at other times. He ( Read more... )

I am so sick, I feel like shit, and my body is just acting funny in general. I went and saw my mom. She's doing better. A lot of the things she couldn't do last time I was there, she can do now. She can now brush her teeth, brush her hair, use the bed controls on the bed, feed herself, write (although not very well), and the other day her legs ( Read more... )

Well, it has been quite a long time since I updated. I just have not had the energy, the desire or the time. It's just really hot and gross in this room right now, so I'm going to make this quick. They're not sure that my mom will ever get her legs back and be able to walk ever again. In case some of you don't know, my mom was hours away from ( Read more... )

So, I'm staying up until I finish this debate for Mr. Neville's class. Yet I continue to fuck around and do things like laundry, make myself tea and yummy cucumber and tomato mix, and write a livejournal. I have my outline done that took me 2 class periods + a couple of hours. The end of the school year would have been a lot less stressful if I ( Read more... )

Wow, I am so stressed. Stressed beyond the point of even living anymore. I am so unbelievably exhausted I can hardly keep my eyes open. My body is seriously beaten up. I don't think I have an immune system anymore. It has malfunctioned because I am so sick, and it really hurts and I want to die. My mother is in the hospital, and I can't do ( Read more... )

So, tonight Dave mentioned the fact that he will indeed be leaving in about 3 weeks. How depressing. I love spending time with him, love being around him, and love talking to him. He is amazingly intelligent and I just love being around that. He treats me like a princess, takes me out, and loves to cook for me and la dee da. He makes me laugh ( Read more... )

GOVERNMENT IS OVER!!!!! Holy shit, it's really over. I did fail to do a large project last week, but it was only 40 points, hopefully it won't hurt me too bad. Now all I have to do is study for the final, and arrange for a date to take it before the 15th. Yes! It's over. And for advanced writing, I only have this silly portfolio to prepare, a ( Read more... )

So all I can think about is Dave. Dave, Dave, Dave, Dave, Dave. But of course he is sick. I have not seen him for almost a week, and I am longing to see him oh so very much! Prom was a delicious time. Lots of alcohol and lots of fun. The limo was so effing nice I couldn't even believe it. And getting ready with all my girls was one of the ( Read more... )

So I noticed that I have not muttered a word about James in here since the whole thing started and ended. Well, everyone who cares knows anyway. Me and Jamie made spaghetti at my house tonight. It was yummy, but I am very full now. I need to be working on my essay revision right now, but I'm not, but soon will. I have not been feeling all that ( Read more... )

I'm in Boise right now. I have been since Friday. I have mixed feelings about it. It was really nice to see my mom and my kitty and to sleep in my bed. I loved hanging out with Lorraine when we're not in Hailey. Lorraine's party was pretty fun. It was Hawaiin themed so we went out and bouth like $40 worth of decorations, and then got all ( Read more... )