So, I think things are getting better. I just need to learn to stop stressing about things so much, stop procrastinating, and just get shit done. I also need to start getting more sleep. I now work at Java as well as at the Roosevelt. But I only work at the Roosevelt 2 nights a week...1 this week and 0 next week. Java is really super fun too ( Read more... )

I have been in such a depressing mood lately. Things just aren't working the way I thought they would. It's very difficult for me to explain. I have so much to say but not the patience or the time really to say any of it. Maybe I need to stop drinking so often. I have to do government. Bye.

It's effin snowing. That makes me sooo mad. It has been so nice for the past few days, and now it's snowing. It's one of those gloomy, lazy days for me, I've been sleeping all day. I was stupid last night though and fell asleep where I was when I told my mom I would be home. My phone lost power, and my mom called like 20 times, and she was out ( Read more... )

i am so dead tired, it's not even funny. my cell phone didn't even wake me up. it always wakes me up. i have a few options of what to do tonight. nikki finally called me today. she sounds soooo different, in a good way. she's nice now, not sarcastic and mean like she used to be. i made my first 2 speeches today and they weren't that bad. i ( Read more... )

I have been crying my eyes out all day long, uncontrolably. The work has finally caught up with me. I haven:t really had any fun since I:ve been back yet. All I have been doing is working my ass off, or not doing anything at all because I am too overwhelmed to even think. I drove all the way to Ketchum today to work, and they didn:t even ( Read more... )

School was ok. Kinda weird. But that's ok. I'm just really scared for speech, and advanced writing. I'm like the only senior in my speech class except for this girl, Courtney Ferry. I sit next to her, but she's shy. Anyway...gonna go work on my class. I'm using Chloe's computer, I seriously need to get my own over here. My mom's coming up ( Read more... )

So, I'm chillin in Doug's office at his job site which is quite awkward considering he's not here, and neither is anybody else, so I feel weird. Anyway, I changed in here too which sucks. WHy do I have to live in Bellevue? Anyway, I hate Sun Valley after today. They suck! I've had nothing to do for the past hour. Felt awkward being at the ( Read more... )

Well, I have 2 jobs! One at the Roosevelt with Chloe, thanks to Chloe, and one at Mama Inez. I'm a hostess at both, and I start at the Roosevelt tonight in 20 minutes! Chloe's training me tomorrow night. I wish she was training me tonight, but it's ok. So, yeah I'm a little nervous. I'm almost completely out of money. I'm hoping to get my ( Read more... )

Well, I'm here. The first day was kinda hard, but it's gotten somewhat better. I am registered and enrolled at Wood River, but the only thing I'm still stressed about is my job. I NEED to find a job. I am spending lots of money (on necessary things) but not making any. So, I typed out a resume just a few minutes ago. I'm going to go drop it ( Read more... )

Or is it the day I've been dreading? I don't know. The past couple of days with Matt have been so amazing. I have realized that I have taken our relationship for granted, and believe or not, I'm going to try and make things work while I am gone. I know that I'll do something stupid though. Fall for someone else, and throw away what me and Matt ( Read more... )