I am packing right now, and I am very very stressed. Very stressed. Stressed to the max. I'm going to spend the night at Matt's tonight. I love him. It's getting closer and closer to the time that I have to say bye, and I don't want to. It makes me sad. Ok, I need to get my shit together a little better before I can leave. Bye.

I'm starting to get thoughts. Thoughts about leaving Matt. I'm not getting any second thoughts...just thoughts. I have this feeling that I will be lonely and depressed when I leave. Matt loves me, he loves me so much, he loves me for me, and he treats me like a princess. He is absolutely heartbroken about me leaving, and it's starting to hit ( Read more... )

Well, it's Thursday which means there are 5 more days left before I leave. I'm starting to get sad about leaving Matt. So we've been spending most of our time together when he's not in school or we're not working. Surprisingly, I'm sick of sleeping in. I get tired of it, but for some reason, I can't help it. But it's hard to wake up when there ( Read more... )

I finally watched The Notebook. And I've watched it twice in the past 24 hours. I'm in love with that movie. I want a Noah....really bad. Well, I think I'm going to go watch it again.

Last night was nice. Matt took me to my favorite place to eat ever in the world. Then, we bought movie tickets and played pool, air hockey, and arcade games while waiting for it to start. We saw Hide and Seek. It was scary, but kinda not. I don't know, but it was a good movie. I finally got my freaking FAFSA submitted and a few applications ( Read more... )

Had another boring night out with Lorraine. It was so unbelievably boring. Derrick's house was the worst, but then we went and saw Margot, Krystal, and Jay's new house, and it's really nice. The houses on the street are all the same, but it's cool. But their house was quite annoying as well. It's just so annoying cause everywhere I go everyone ( Read more... )

So, yesterday I officially checked out of Capital. It was a relief. I also went out to breakfast with Chloe and her dad which was quite nice, considering the fact that Chloe was out of it, and I walked into the mens' bathroom. Then I went out to lunch with Matt, and then I went out to lunch with Lorraine. But I didn't eat with Matt or Lorraine ( Read more... )

My first day away from freaking Capital High School. I freaking hate it there, I just absolutely hate it. And now, it is gone, out of my life for the most part. I still have to check out of all my classes and such, but it's gone. I'm really quite bored. Me and my mom have a lot to do today, but she takes forever to get up and moving. She's so ( Read more... )

Just a couple of new things I bought today...tell me if you like them.

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Matt: "You didn't kiss any boys this weekend, did you ( Read more... )