One Sunday, after a church service, my friend's five year old says, " So Daddy, What did I do that was so bad that Jesus had to die for me ( Read more... )

...have patience with everything that is unsolved in your heart and to try to cherish the questions themselves, like closed rooms and like books written in a very strange tongue. Do not search now for answers which cannot be given you because you could not live them. It is a matter of living everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then ( Read more... )

One must never view and assess a relationship in all of its details from the outside: what two people could give and grant each other in their mutually trusting confidence remains for all time a secret of their always indescribable intimacy.
                                    -Rainer Maria Rilke

When someone depends on you for so long they begin to feel that things are owed to them. You've helped me all this time so now you must as well. What was once generosity and a luxury is now seen as their expected right.

THEY PAVED PARADISE AND PUT UP A  WAL-MART.....

I sometimes wonder if dealing with the pain of losing Kelly would have been easier if she had died instead of breaking up with me. Over the last two weeks or so I have been thinking about that a great deal. The pain would still be tremendous but a different kind of pain I would imagine. I don't want anything bad to happen to Kelly. I only wish she ( Read more... )

I can't seem to get a grip on time. I have been feeling like wow that happened so long ago but when I look at a calendar that was only a month ago or a week and a half ago. I've never felt this way before. Usually it feels like wow time flies where did it go and this time it feels like wow so much has happened in such a little time. Since so much ( Read more... )

WORDS

Evil words that darken lives
Words that have broken hearts
Words full of joy that bring a tear to the eye
Soft spoken words left unheard
Words spoken in screams one refuses to hear
Words that can carry you afar
Words that leave you short of your dream
So much is said but one never
gives thought of how it'll end.
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This song is great and it reminds me of my last post. So here are the lyrics. Its Toy Store by OAR (of a revolution) Great stuff! www.ofarevolution.com

Hoping to find something better
At least better than what ya thought
So many aisles to venture down
So many choices you thought

Then a man come walkin down the aisle
With a smile as white as rain
But mom ( Read more... )

I feel like a small child who can't have the toy they've been wanting. Not being able to have that toy makes the desire even stronger. You would think that as time goes on eventually they would forget the toy exists. I'm sure that would be easier without a constant daily reminder of its existence. When that daily reminder is removed it SHOULD make ( Read more... )